Saturday, June 5, 2010

Says cute things.

hahahahaha this was sent to me, along with other stuff but this is repost worthy because he's crazy, but i think its true for me as well..

Whenever we're together time seems to move at 3.0*10^8 m/s which just adds more justification to the quote: "time flies when you're having fun." I feel happy when I am with her; this happiness is unlike anything that I've previously felt. I believe that we will be amazing together.
~boy

nameless

a best friend just informed me (yesterday) of something that happened in the last two weeks. I'm going to say as much in as little as i can about this.

They told me they [did this], they didnt feel bad, but they dont know what to do. they also told me they they chose me to talk to this about because they somehow knew i was the person that would keep a level logic head about it. this is true. i couldnt say anything about it for 10 minutes, i was speechless. Then i started asking questions getting the answers i wasnt looking for and processing. now they have a life changing thing to think about because of what happened, and what could happen.
i told them probably the best thing they could hear in the situation that has come up:
"No matter what you do, [name], i will never be mad at you. I will be here for when you need to talk, and i will input when you need me to. i will do my best to be the friend you need me to be, and no matter what you decided to do i will take your side 100%"

and sort of in their time of need, my phone is stolen.. and now i have to wait til Monday before i can even call them and talk to them.

days... Blue and Green

I've not been updated as well i as i have been in the past few days versus last week; reason being i've been preparing myself for school to start back up again.

I just changed my major, and no dont have a clue on what to do. I've been told that i have to now add in three "years" (semesters) of some other language, that i have to pay for, that i dont want to take, because its a waste of my time, money and i'm just going to fail them.

i actually just want to quit college altogether and do something else. I've been in school for a long time, and its just getting more stressful and tiring then i think it should ever be... And i have to eventually transfer out of vista (which i'm not for this next semester as i changed my major) and pick another college that i have to finish up at.

I have to learn how to drive, and i dont want to.

I feel like i dont know what to do anymore and that scares me. I use to have all these plans and now i have nothing, and i'm failing at life sort of right now.

BUT through all of this, i've kept cool ish.. I've not been mad at myself and i've figured out other ways of dealing with things that dont bottle up feelings.
but i still feel like i dont know what to do and i dont know how to fix it.

Next my day on June 3rd went a littl' like this (Blue day 2):

it was my grandmas birthday so i told her happy birthday. then i went with my mom to run a few errands. then Super Saiyan came over and we went to get his eyes checked. he got his new prescription, so we ordered his new contacts, and got him a pair of glasses that look super good. :) (Spider Man colors) they look fricken sweet.

It took us a while to pick them out and we looked at all kinds of plastic frames as the metal ones for guys are super gay looking. the last pair of glasses he had he picked out in the 5th grade and didnt wear them cuz he didnt like them. So we looked at a lot of frames... guys dont have a very big selection to pick from anyway, but even smaller when it comes to plastic (unlike girls who have walls of plastic) guys have like 5 rows when you add them all together.
IMPORTANT fact when looking at anything you are going to buy:
IF you dont absolutely love it in store, you'll never wear it or use it outside the store.
This is why it took us so long. he liked some of them, but he didnt Love any of them. so we kept looking. THEN we found them. The pair of glasses that he kept going back to. the ones he liked. the ones that he could see, no pun intended, himself wearing when he doesnt want to put contacts in.
they were going to be two hours before they were done so we did some things in the area while we were there.

We went to BJ's for dinner, before that he'd never been. our drinks were the funniest part. He wanted the cream soda so i got the orange cream soda. but i got the last 10 oz of the keg of orange cream soda, because they were changing both kegs of cream and orange cream. So our waitress brought out the half glass of orange, explained what happened, and said she'd brough the rootbeer instead of Super Saiyan. she was half way to putting down the rootbeer when she pulled it away then looked at him and asked if he even liked rootbeer. we all laughed and he said it was fine. we gave her our order of food she went off. about 10 minutes later she comes back with super Saiyans' cream soda (my half glass is empty by now, and he barely took a sip of his drink). she placed the cream soda in fornt of him, and then explained to me that the other keg of the orange cream soda was frozen. So i just got a normal one.
then our food was done it came out and we halved our food choices. I gave him half of the sandwich i got, and he gave me half of his pizza. all in all it was good, and we took a funny conversation out of it.

"wait, do you even like rootbeer?"

Off to target we go!
we went to target to get printer paper, and a portfolio thing. he had in mind to get some clothes as well, but we didnt even look at them.
we just got the paper here.

Off to office Max we went!
while there we got the portfolio thing

then we went back to the glasses place to pick up the glasses.

its about 730ish when we get back to my house. my sister is screaming, my mom is frustrated, my dad is no where in sight, my brother looked like he was about to cry, and Dom is staying out of it.

i was instructed to go talk to my brother about what happened and calm him down. his shirt was torn and his chest was red. apparently my sister and brother got into a little brawl. my brother threw his glasses and a remote at my sister (hahaha) missed both times and she grabbed at his shirt hitting him and tearing it in the process.

Thats all i got out of what happened while i was gone, so because my brother sort of bent his glasses when he threw them my mom asked Super Saiyan if he could take my brother to Eyemasters to get them unbent.

We watched Up. half way threw Up [name] called and the blog after this one comes into play here.

We ended the night talking about our best and worst parts of the day, and started watching Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist before my internet went out and it couldnt stream anymore.


NEXT DAY
June 4th (Green Day 2)

I got up this morning, and had a weird feeling.
I decided to take off all the pictures and videos off my phone before i started my day. this turned out the be the best decision I've made in a long time. this will come back into play later.

Super Saiyan comes over, my brother is ready, and we are on our way to Eyemasters. we get there, minutes later we are leaving and my brothers glasses are back to being good.

My brother says he's hungry, so we all went to Red Robin. i was going to pay for it as Super Saiyan didnt get anything to eat, but he wouldnt let me.

i had to go to the bathroom while at Red Robin. stupid me, i put my phone down, and forgot to pick it back up... I left it in the bathroom, and didnt notice until after we were done eating.... i went back and DUH its gone. someone stole my phone. I was super glad i took of the pictures and videos this morning. I told my mom and she got the number placed of hold.. so now that phone is completely useless to the person who has it, because it doesnt have a SIM card so they cant just transfer the phone over. and hopefully they didnt call anyone or text anyone between the time they took it to when my mom turned it off. But no they cant do anything with it. But good thing my mom knew i was pretty careless from the get-go. She had my phone insured. so we put in an insurance claim as it protects against thief. Now i'm not sure if what you pay into it is what they take most of the money out of for the new phone they send.. but we've put in 120 bucks for the insurance (10 a month, i've had it a year) and it still cost my mom 90 bucks to get another phone. LAME! but whatever. my phone isnt made by the company anymore, so they gave me two replacement options on option is an older phone (made by the same company.. it didnt make since that they would keep making an older model phone but not the newer one i had), or a slightly newer then the old one, but still older then the one i had... But not the one i had?! (also made by the same company). i wont have it till Monday. I start summer one classes on Monday, so for the first day I have no phone for ride purposes. Super Saiyan is hopefully just going to stay up at the school with his mom (who works there) until i go find him when i'm done. and hopefully my new old phone is at my house waiting for me.

but my phone being stolen didnt bother me. its just a phone. SURE it makes a shit ton of things more convent... but at the end of the day it is just a phone and very easily replaceable.... as i found out today.

we got back to my house, and we hung out for a bit

we went back to my house again today and watched the rest of Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist, then watched this waste of time and life movie called Spring Breakdown, then we left for dinner with my mom and Dom after fixing our fence in the most gettho white way possible.
we went to Olive garden. (i can just feel my arteries getting clogged with all the eating out). our waiter was realllllllllly incerdible slow and didnt understand what i was talking about.
I thought Dom said she wanted to message my mom's titties... turns out she said tooties (in refernce somehow to my moms feet).

then we went back to my house, i surprised him with a kiss that he wasnt expecting. then we watched Echelon Conspiracy which was good. he faked me out with a kiss... he didnt actually kiss me, he pretended to and then pulled away... hahaha it was really mean but it was more funny. he left at just before 3, and i started this blog.... long blog. lots to fill people in on.

Tomorrow i plan on hanging out with his family.. he doesn't know this yet, but he's been here the last few days i figure i should try to go over there either Saturday or Sunday... i also need to fold towels and avoid helping with fixing the fence or putting up the chair boarder and moving the table, chairs, china hutch, china and drink case back in. Then I start French on Monday.

We dont have a color picked out for tomorrow, so it should be fun to see if we pick out the same color or not.

This all happened in the last TWO days... thats a ton of things! and i think this weekend will be less exciting, and even less after school starts up again.

running more errands with my mom in the morning.


DONE!! 4:20 am