December 10 – Wisdom Wisdom. What was the wisest decision you made this year, and how did it play out? (Author: Susannah Conway)
breaking up with MnotT i would have to say was the wisest... How did it play out? like a low budget break up movie.
after i broke up with him his mom had a fit, then she immedeatly tried to patch things up. MnotT on the other hand had a mental/emotion fit. And all he did with his outbreak was confirm that i didnt want to be friends with him anymore. No big loss on my end. not even a big deal...
Now he has become even more childish, and he refuses to let his mom mention me/my name. But she still wants to be friends with me regardless of his current PMS attitude. I dont even know what i did to make him hate me so much. GICK
With current events, i still dont know how to feel about his mom. She wants to be friends i know that, but it seems like she is still mad at me. she can still snap in an instant which worries me, but still wants to talk to me for some reason.
Moral of the stuff above:
Keep your emotions in Check! And when you get into a New relationship dont let yourself "fall in love" in less then 2 weeks, cuz when shit hit the fan everyone smells it.
NEXT:
this will (hopefully) be the last thing i ever mention about MnotT. I told you from the start that i wasnt a good person to date. I told you i was going to ruin the relationship, and that would ruin the friendship. You read my blogs before we started dating you Knew that i wasnt going to be good. Yet for some reason you thought you could "change me" and that "we'd be fine" and "some other crap." But I Told You. You Knew!
The main reason i started dating you is because i just gave up fighting you about your pointless reasons on why we should date, and how you thought i would be different... so i guess it was more of a point i was trying to make. Either i knew you wanted to ruin our friendship because you wouldnt be able to keep your emotions in check OR you wanted to try and "change me"... it turned out to be both.
People dont change. they just put up fronts until they are comfortable with the people around them. I Know My Own M.O. when it comes to dating. its been in place since my first boyfriend. (that is the last 15 years of my life) there is no way you are going to change it.
So its your own fault that you feel in love for someone who told you not to and told you it was destined to fail.
Moral of this section: when someone says something they know is a fact about themselves, dont try and change that persons mind... You'll just look like a ska-do-shh after its all said and done.
*these morals are strictly opinion and not supported by the blog site.. and blah blah whatever else is said when live show
