87% of statistics are made up on the spot.. :) meaning, I dont know how much people actually read before they get bored of my posts...
this shirt is its very own optical illusion.
:December 5 – "Let Go. What (or whom) did you let go of this year? Why?"
i've been starring at this prompt for the last 2 hours on and off, its now 315 am, its really hot in my room for some reason and its really cold outside, and we dont run the heater or ac.... so it should be cold because my room is attached to the attic. But it is not. it is really hot. off the side note and onto the prompt.
i was given up on and gave up on this year. relationship wise that is. BUT the past is the past, and even though everyone dwells on the past now and then, and it can not be changed. both were good moves. looking back on the fours years i spent with the first give up wasnt all a waste of time... but looking back the majority of it was. after the first year it moot i'd have to say...
So it was a really good snap back to reality. things like that just cant... scratch that, shouldnt exists in the world.
And then there was MnotT... Thank your higher power that i decided my schooling was MUCH more important then that... seeing the true colors of people you think you know can be a real shell shock...
But both things are behind me now, and they can both kiss my ass when back there too.. So fortunately i only hold anger/dislike for short periods of time before i'm done with them completely..
I was done with LP around the end June, then he found his way back into my life.. but i wasnt angry with him anymore.
I was done with MnotT promptly 3 days after i broke up with him. well i decided i wasnt going to try to date him anymore. Then He Pulled the weekend with WhiteMM, and now i'm done with him completely. and he isnt finding a way back in.. SO if you ever come across this MnotT since i'm not text/emailing/writing you OR telling you in person or over the phone, i dont want you to contact me ever again. if you do try to contact me you will be ignored. and as for your mom, unfortunately for her by what you have done has flipped sides from over a month ago and you have permanently damaged the friendship your mom was trying to have with me again, and for good.. But i think i will be decent enough to let her know that you fuxed it up and not her.
tomorrow/today (Wednesday the 15th) i have to make two lists. list number one is of the things i canNOT forget while i'm packing this weekend for my trip to Connecticut. list number two is the things from most important to "would be cool" that i would like to do while out in Connecticut.. (since i've been told to plan for at least a day at most a weekend in New York).. I should try and have these lists done by 5... so with the now time i have 12 hours to do this in. :)
I'm not even tired, but i guess i must go to sleep and get a head start on my packing. this way it lessens my chance of forgetting.... hopefully.. Hopefully i pay attention to the things i use daily so i know to pack them the night before.
