as usual this picture has nothing to do with my blog, but you may ask what it is.. i took this picture at my moms work today, and it is a squirrel skull that some construction workers found earlier this week and just put here... and it hasnt moved since. i thought it was a bug shelling (like when they shed the exoskeleton) but its not.. my mom saw that it was a skull before i did.
This WHOLE thing my come back and bite me in the ass in the next few days.
I'm not sorry for it, because this is my blog and things from MY mind. *at this point in time, i may feel crappy later for saying them*
yesterday i broke up with my boyfriend for a number of reasons, a lot of miscommunication (all my bad) and because i have come to the conclusion that i cant have a "normal" boyfriend while in school because it stresses me out way to much!
Today! I thought i was having a really great day.
it started out with waking up kind of early, which was fine. Going to the store with my mom for items needed in my house, then going to the back so i can put some money over to my savings account for my Vegas trip. After that i went to work with my mom because i was going to go to Sea World with her at noon, to get a wristband to see the free concert there tonight. we got them, yay us, then i had to go back to work with her because we had to go straight to Sea World after she got off, so there was no time to come get me and go there before the concert started. While at work with her i watched 2 movies starring Nicolas Cage, The wicker man 2006, and The Bad Lieutenant: Port of Call - New Orleans 2009. both were interesting movies, and he seems to get the "im crazy/ going crazy" roles or "im the really bad guy that youre really going to hate" roles. he was crazy in the first one, and bad in the second.
after the movies i was going to read a book that i need to finish by monday for sure, buuuut instead read a magazine about that had a story about "The Social Network" which i want to see even if i hate facebook right now. (more on this in a bit)
After i was done reading the magazine it was time to go to the concert. so i packed up nothing that i worked on for the day and got into the car and went onto the concert.
And here is why i hate face book. Before we left my moms work all the way up to the start of the concert.
Last night on facebook i changed my relationship statues to single, and my best friends "like(d)" it. But i had a conversation with each of them about what had happened, and why i broke up with Super Saiyan. They didnt like it because they were HAPPY i broke up with him, they liked it because they SUPPORT me in the decisions that i make!
Super Saiyans mom doesnt know that side of the story, she just sees that they like it. She got pissed at me and posted "* wrote:"There should be a link that says, " does NOT like this", then I would click on it...""
THANK (WHOEVER) that there is NOT a fuxing link like that, because that is one really good fuxing way to make someone feel really crappy about themselves for thinking about themselves FIRST! fastest way to ruin someones self-esteem
Shit i've never felt so bad in my life then when i read that comment.
Then i go and find out the she DELETED ME as a friend!
I told Super Saiyan what was going on, and he said that she shouldnt have acted that way, and that he felt ashamed to be her son at that moment *Super Saiyans mom, if you do end up reading this... its not because of what you did per-say its how you acted while doing it.*
she just went all "protect the son" on me. she turned crazy for a couple of hours. but for her doing this minus my friends supporting me, this misunderstanding could have been avoided in a different way, if Super Saiyan had just talked to his mom about the break up, and let her know that we were going to still try to be friends.
while still being pissed, and hurt. i went through one of my friends posts and found somethings that made me feel better.
http://www.cafepress.com/+im_mad_as_hell_shirt,22008562
i think i would buy one of there shirts just to not be the bigger women, and wear it around her..... But i'm broke so i wont... and i want to be the bigger women. so i'm just going to avoid her at school and in texts for a while. ** Whooo good thing i didnt get that job with her!!!!*
next thing posted (which was actually posted before) was : " There's always going to be some people so intimidated by something amazing and unique or different about you that they will feel compelled by some inadequacy within themselves to try to tear you down. Just say no to bullies."
*everything after this post is in order from postings.*
"One of the hardest lessons to learn in life is that no one looks at or thinks about you even half as much as you think they do, and even if they did, their opinions don't really matter all that much. (That's great when their opinions are ill-informed or stupid; it is perhaps less comforting when their opinions are generally neutral or positive!)"
" Stupid facts I learned from Trivial Pursuit tonight: most healthy people pee 6 times a day, "domesticated" ants live in a formicary, & Kissinger prayed with Nixon during the Watergate scandal."
"Our species is doomed. (Also, if you don't know what a fleshlight is, DO NOT GOOGLE IT. You have been warned.)
http://29.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_l9n1izWJ2I1qzpwi0o1_500.jpg"
*and last thing*
"Keep calm and carry on carryin' on, people.
http://30.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_l9mwiyKH2X1qzpwi0o1_500.jpg"
