j/k? this one is?

My counter is wrong somehow...

it tells me on my dashboard before the last post that i had 99, then it said "101 Posts, last published on Apr 20, 2010" after i posted it, but when i look at the break down i only have 99..... whhhhaaaaaaa??

So this uneventful one should be the 100th one according to the break down.

so in conclusion... i have two blogs here that are not here, that dont exist...

100th blog post!

So my day today was actually pretty boring!

I talked to Bluest Eyes, Super Saiyan, WhiteMM, and Bunches today.

I went with my mom and dad to their lawyer this morning to talk to her about the guardianship papers.

everyone is doing good... for the most part. :)

someone bought 2 items off my amazon account so i made 12 bucks today. :)
which is good because i don't have a job anymore, so people buying things from me is always a good thing. :)

and because i dont have a job, I stayed home ALL day today. and did NOTHING (productive). I caught up on a few of the shows i watch. I think i dont want to watch at least 4 that i use to.. they just arnt interesting anymore. And i've missed so many of them some arent even posted on line any more, so i would be missing a chunk of the story line.

i had a bachelor style dream. It was fun, but weird and creepy at the same time. I couldn't control the position or situation that i was in, so i didnt like it. i didnt know what to do...... and my mom woke me up before the end of the dream. So i will never (hopefully never) know how it ends. i dont think i'd like the ending, and i would for sure tell the other person the weirdness of my dream... :?

we'll see whose laughing when all is said and done. !! Meanie!

cat

hahahahha

i could see my cat doing this, if this was ever an opportunity that would be presented to him

consider me gone

(link - youtube - on dancing with the stars.)

cuz if this song isnt exactly how it ended... i dont know how else to explain it.

I love her voice. she is a really good country singer. :) *love*

Verse: 1
Every time i turn the conversation to something deeper than the weather i can feel you all but shuttin' down.
And when i need an explanation for the silence you just tell me you don't wanna talk about it now.

Bridge: 1
What you're not saying is coming in loud and clear we're at a crossroads here...

Chorus:
If i'm not the one thing you can't stand to lose
If i'm not that arrow to the heart of you
If you don't get drunk on my kiss
If you think you can do better than this then i guess we're done
Let's not drag this on
Consider me gone

Verse 2:
With you i've always been wide open like a window or an ocean. there is nothing i've ever tried to hide.
So when you leave with me not knowin' where you're goin' i start thinkin' that we're lookin' we're lookin' at goodbye.

Bridge 2:
How about a strong shot of honesty don't you owe that to me...

Chorus:
If i'm not the one thing you can't stand to lose
If i'm not that arrow to the heart of you
If you don't get drunk on my kiss
If you think you can do better than this then i guess we're done
Let's not drag this on
Consider me gone.

Consider me a memory.
Consider me the past.
Consider me a smile in an old photograph someone who used to make you laugh.

If i'm not the one thing you can't stand to lose
If i'm not that arrow to the heart of you
Then i guess we're done let's not drag this on.
Consider me gone.
Consider me gone.
Consider me gone.
Just consider me gone.