We could have

"We could have had it all"

and now all I can think is

"who do you think you are?"

If you thought I was cold and heartless while we were dating, I was left in a much darker, icier tundra, after you were done with me.

Unfortunately for you I loved you. 

Unfortunately for me I never stopped. I just got really good at hiding it. I even find myself still defending you.. Something I could never count on you doing for me. 

You're not a terrible person, just a bad guy, and an awful boyfriend.

I do hope that one day you find happiness, or at least someone better then me. If in 10, 15, or 20 years you still haven't found it, well... That's what you get for looking for something better, giving up, and mentally never coming home. 

I'm sorry you have to grow up now, but life's a bitch and you do your best to deal with it.

Don't read this and feel all cocky about yourself. I will get over you one day. 

I'm sorry for a lot of things that happened in our relationship. And I am sorry that some of them were with you, but I'll never be sorry for the high school part of our relationship (excluding 2 things). That was the best year + a few months. 

I don't know how to end this on any other note than sad or disappointing, so I'll just say that's it.