Oh girly crush, why do you present yourself at the worst possible time?
What are you thinking!?
it amazes me how fast i can go from my "im 21" state of mind to "ooohhh he is cute/nice/funny/(other words of nice-ness)" from I'm going to act my age because i'm in college to how tween act around their crushes. I thought this crush would be over by now, as i havent seen said person in 5-7 days... unfortunately for me we're friends on facebook, so i cyber-stalked all of his pictures. i have to stop myself from being that annoying person that you're not really firends with but they comment on all of your pictures, or like them all. it is really hard... But this is not somethign i want to think about right now.. its not like i have anything better to do for the next month... but I'm not going to the same school as him next semester, so there isnt even a point in bringing it up to him or telling anyone who it is.....
Even if we did go to the same school, we didnt really talk during class. So just because i have a lame-o highschool crush on him doesnt mean anything would come of it, or that it would last.
next point..
I really wish i didnt have such a negative attitude towards relationships... i think if i had more faith in them working i wouldnt ruin the ones i go into.
So even if said crush knew i wouldnt date him, because we'd be better friends then bf/gf.
But this crush,....... grrrr its driving me crazy.
Why, oh why, did i start acknowledging this crush NOW and not while i could have talked to him during our classes together.
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