cat talk

sometimes i wish cats could talk. because then my cat wouldnt have waited as long as he did to get fed this morning. he gets fed twice a day, potion sized 1/4 of a cup at 7am and 7pm. he usually starts trying to wake someone up at 630/645 am so we dont forget about him. i was doing homework last night and after watched a movie (furry vengeance). i ended up going to sleep around 4am, which was earlier then my dad.. he was reported going to bed around 730 am...

Anyway... went to bed at 4, and my cat was trying to get me up at 645, but instead of hearing his crys of hunger outside of my dreams, i put the crys in my dream&didnt wake up. this went on for a long time.. it seemed as if he gave up after a while went to see if anyone else was awake; no one was, then came back. he finally ended up biting me at 8am, i was going to tell him to go back to sleep cuz i thought it was 630ish am. i looked at the time, said sorry then fed him.

all of that could have been avoided if he could speak.

for tomorrow i just have

for tomorrow i just have to finish up my homework and remember to give the two cats thier flea&tick prevention meds. thats fun!

today/yesterday (9-18)

today was a very productive day! i woke up at 10ish. my mom, sister, dom, and ovenmit ross took on the task of mowning our neighbors yard and got it done in about an hour and a half.

next we got a bunch of miata parts into my moms car and we meet up with a guy that wanted to buy them. we sold him the seat belts and all of carpet parts.

after we went to walmart and saw this cool container holding thing which got us started on a project of cleaning out one of our floor cupboards. i wish i thought of a before so i can have the after picture actually matter *to be posted later* but i didnt.. but now there is sooooo much room! and it looks really nice.

since we were on a clean up kick, we decided to clean out the pantrey(sp). again w/the be4 pic, none; after picture to be posted later. but now that looks super good and we can actually find things! .. that was all we got to, but we did think of one more thing we need to clean out. I'll be sure to get a be4 of that one, be4 we work onit

school continued

ballroom dancing is fun so far. the day i requested if we could pick permenate partners, i was asked by someone else if i would mind trading... haha. well the guy that i wanted to be permed with didnt show up the next day so i switched... but its fine cuz we didnt actually pick perm partners yet....

next yep. the last class i have is actually the first class and the only class on monday/wednesdays. and its english. my teacher as said before finds sexual things in non-sexual context.... i think she maybe hang out with dr. don too much.. hahahaha

homework... homework is interesting cuz i dont ever have 'too much' to do.. but at the same time i do cuz i have to read chapters of books every night.. and on the nights i want to prcrastinate i have to make up for it by reading more on the next day or the weekends. :)

update on classes

so school.... school is fun. i'm actually liking this semester of classes! its a first in ..... about 3 semesters.
my human sexuality class is really interesting. it is a psyc class and it has got to be hands down my favorite class. and its right in the morning, first class of the day! :) so my day really cant be all that bad after it.. but sometimes it is with my cant-fail class be next in line.

i say cant fail becuase we dont have a final in the class and we dont have any tests.. we have group quizes randomly (which is where anyone in the class can answer the questions right and everyone gets the grade. we also have group essays that we write in class on a prompt. 4 people in a group with the essays... so that one is 'harder' cuz there are only 4 people and not the whole class.

after the horrible phil class, there is another psyc class with dr. don. so my day goes back to being okay again.

after that i have a break for 75 minutes, then i go to ballroom dancing. :)

big message small circle.

i didnt even see the message until after i had already cooked the iten i wanted to eat... becuase i read the.. oh wait for it.... directions! what a concept! .... they only put stupid things like this on anything becuase some stupid person has done it.... way to go stupid people of the world... you keep the rest intertained and ahead of the game (i'm not saying i'm perfect... but i've never seen this here before so it must be a recent thing.. or i've just never fliped it over to reveal(sp) this message?

my hair

i do have different layers and colors in my hair.. no i didnt dye it this way.. it just is this way. i've had a few people tell me in the last few weeks but i didnt really notice it fully.. i just knew. ;)

contact cut off

last night i took my contacts out, and thought i got it into the holder.. but it turnes out that i only got a litter section into the holder, and the theards(sp) of the screw cap cut off the top part of the contact.. so i had to change the one contact.. haha. it sucked.

i watched the movie piranha last night. and it was stupid as i thought it'd be. but it was itneresting as well with the concept that they had of how they got into the victoria lake, it was also just 'convenent(sp)' at the time period it happened in.. and towards the middle to the end there was a lot of "blood" and chaos. and at the end when the main people are saved the mother gets contacted saying they have a shit ton more problems then they thought cuz all of the thousands of piranhas are the babies. so it ends with "so if these are the babies, where are the parents?" and the guy who says it gets killed by a huge piranha that jumps out of the water and eats him almost whole. it was more of a suspence which would make most junpy.. so if your easily jumppy, or cant look at fake blood dont watch it. but if youre okay with that and want to waste time go watch it (not in 3d, cuz 3d is gay)

my cat.... *sigh*

i just walked into the kitchen to get something for the lunch i'm making tomorrow. with all lights off i hear a noise and something is on the floor in the kitchen.. so i turn on the light hoping its not a huge radio-active cockroach eating my cat. its not. its my cat eating the cornbread from a few nights ago. he sees me and gets out of the kitchen as soon as possible. then fishtails comes back in and meows as if he's saying

"woah! what happened here??"

with *drum roll please* CORNBREAD ON HIS FACE! he didnt even think about cleaning it off... most people would say cats dont think and that they are really dumb.. but they understand whatever language they are around. so i'm sure they understand when they do something "wrong" or at least i'd like to think cats think and understand how to cover up what they do wrong.. they arnt that dumb. :) he was smart enough to do it when he thought everyone was asleep.. and maybe thought he could blame it on War or Tigger in the morning.
night peeps

roll over bar

so everything else was put back in, "seats" carpets (all 4 pieces), the top, seatbelts, kick panels, side panels, nuts, blots, and screws, even the support bar. we put it all back in cuz we wanted it out of the house, its suppose to rain for the rest of the week and we didnt want rain in the car, and cuz we didnt think we were going to get a roll bar until my dads next paycheck (those range from 285(crappy) to 425(great) PLUS shipping.. BUT while taking a break after getting the drivers seat in my dad checked criagslist for miata parts and someone posted today a roll over bar (the great one) for 250 dollars. NEVER BEEN USED OR INSTALLED in a car, bought and never used. BEST PART in the city we live in. 30 minutes away (on the other side of town). so yay. bad part.. now we have to get everything taken out modify some more things for a forced fit and put it in hopefully tomorrow before the
rain. sooner then i thought i'll be learning how to drive my car. I'll post the picture later today.

September 4th

we took my car apart yesterday, and put the dash and floor carpeting back in. it took a while to get everything out.. the longest time on getting the dash out. i got dirt and grease under my nails and up my arms and my dad got sunburnt. :s
we had to cut a section out of the newer old dash to get a force fit into my car.

backing up;
we were trading out a black interior of a 95 miata with a tan interior of a 99 miata, and they changed some things with the two models and placements of things.

so force fitting came into the picture, meaning i got to use a hand saw to cut out notches in the plastic dash; my dad followed up with a file (not a nail file, a metal one) to smooth the lines.

my sister and mom undid the stitching of the new top to redo it, which we're thankful for cuz thats less money at this point to fix it. the only thing left is a patch job on a slight cut which we have to do before the rain comes tomorrow, or all is for naught.

This is my Blog

Its time to take it back! I'll take the consequences as they come.
over the past few months i have been trying to be cautious about what i put up here... for no reason.
I guess subconsciously i have a reason, but its not important enough to bring up what or why.

My dad always said, jokingly, that i was the kid that was going to need therapy.. and no joke here, in my 21st year of life, i'm sitting in a therapists room every two or three weeks for the last two months.

I've been meaning to post things as they happen, but i've either forgotten or i didnt have my words as i wanted (and then forgot about them altogether) or i got caught up in doing something else and hadnt been able to come back to this.

Last week (Aug 23rd-27th):
Was my first week of classes. so getting back into the swing of things wasnt too bad, but having a new boyfriend in the mix was a whole different thing to deal with all on its own.
I still cant drive, so getting to school is no problem but getting home from school i have to rely on someone, either my sister, my mom, or Super Saiyan. for some reason i always feel incompetent when i need a ride home.. i wish people didnt have to "learn" how to drive, I wish we all just knew... because i HAVE the "skills" to drive, i just have an irrational fear of driving....
SO when Super Saiyan picks me up we go back to my house cuz all my books are at my house (thus leading to spending so little time at his house now) and he ends up wanting to stay and "hang out" .. which is fine.. but if i have a shit ton of homework to day... i dont really want him there because i wont do my work, cuz i dont want him to be sitting.... bored .... while i do boring homework, that i'm getting mad at and talking to myself over... but i dont want to be a bitch and tell him to leave.. so i sit with him, doing nothing worrying about if i can get all this work done by my time line that night after he leaves or if i'm going to have to rush some things the next day after school (and maybe after he leaves again) before its due the day after that.
while sitting there.... doing nothing, he asks what i want to do, and i respond nothing... cuz i want to do my homework, and not waste time wasting time... but again i cant do it if he's there and i dont want to tell him to leave.

My English teacher for world lit is...:
strange?---not so much for an English teacher
crazy?-----a little bit but thats because of her age (shes in her 70s)
Sexual???--yes!! she had us read a poem, and then asked us what we saw from it... and we named the very obvious to semi obvious things and a few not really obvious at all things... But NO ONE named anything sexual... then she starts referring "this and that" to "that and this" and it became a VERY dirty poem in the first 4 lines.

My human sexuality and Intro to psychology teacher are the same person and he is so amazing! he keeps the class alive the whole class period which is what is needed for an early morning and lunch time hour classes.
but the class i have between the two psyc classes is philosophy and this DI-NO-SA(ER) of an OL-D_M-AN is SOOOOOOO boring! It is reallllllly incredible hard for me to pay attention to him.

after those three classes i have a break for an hour and fifteen minutes before Ballroom dancing starts. so far ballroom is fun.. we've learned the three steps to the Waltz and the first eight counts of the dance. YAY.


This is going to be broken down into more sections because i have more to say.. but I'm tired now.
so until next time. :)