because of you - Jnm

me. all of me. none of me. so much of me.
you are the reason i am who i am.
there is so much of you in me, and there always will be. as much as i may want to get rid of you completely it'll never happen. i would have to change so much and throw away too much of my life to completely delete you.
movies, music, books, memories, scars, objects.
you will always be with me, i love you i do. but i can never and will never love you like i did.
thank you for everything , even for being an ass, you've made me stronger for that one.
how fitting on the would be anniversary i now know for sure that i am over you as much as i can ever be.
i hope you are happy one day. i hope you find someone that can put up with you, and that you can deal with.

thanks. :)