purple day.

today was a purple day. we didnt do much today. had some pizza and watched dbz all day... all day starting at 5pm. because before that i was helping clean up a section of my house. and my parents were working on the front. a better picture to come later. all that is left is the chair boarder and moving everything back in. and i love my cat. :)

Messed Up Toe

i messed up my toe this morning. it looks awful. and it hurts a lot! .... and it was doing just fine until my dad touched it. after he touched it it started gushing blood.

its all my cats fault. i was feeding him this morning when i hit it on a corner of something sticking up that went under my skin above the nail. when i find the object i'll take a picture of it as well.

brown day

tomorrow is purple. :)

dear boy,
i've made a shit ton of errors in my life, mostly in relationships, so i thank you with all my heart for not holding my errors against me. regret is a wasted emotion, so i dont regret anything i've done.. i just wish i didnt do them to being with. this is why i process now. i dont want to fall into the same traps. i dont want to feel as i did.
good thing? i've never felt, as i do with you, with another. I'm not saying its love, i'm not saying its not, and i'm not saying it cant be one day. I am saying this is a new feeling, one i've never had, and i like this new high of happiness.

with that said, i'm going to work on the state of mind and change mine.

i am good.
i am wonderful.
i am amazing.
i am worthy.
i am not worthless.
i am scared but i am not terrified.
i may not be the best for you, but i am damn good.
i trust you, a lot. i cant/wont promise, but i'll try my best not to let you down.
thanks for having me look forward to another color & day
~girl.

back tracking

Green day

When we went shopping for his clothes I wondered off and found these awesome bras. I bought ten and they are the best things eva.. even though bras basically suck because of so many reason, these horribly wonder things are pretty cool. :)
They are in the most obnoxious colors, which makes them even more fantastic.

Red day

This is Death Trap. His car... It is an interestingly dangerous ride!


The start to the ending of our night was the talent show.


and I found this cool shots in my fridge. I got to try a sip from each of the 3 flavors.


Gray day

I didnt take very many picture for gray day, so i dont have any to post. we had an awesome day though.

Saturday was bed clothes day. I didnt even get dressed for the day as he spent the night, and we didnt go anywhere for the whole day. i didnt take any pictures on this day either..... as we just laid in bed and watched movies all day.
hahaha he was hanging over me trying to tell me something and i was turned away from his face, then surprise! I turned towards him, and pecked him on, at least, the bottom lip.. hahaha.

And those are the details i forgot to mention and post in the past few days, as my night and days are mixing all into one.

i feel so untouched (linked)

"Untouched"

I go ooh ooh, you go ah ah
lalalalalalalala

I can't lie lie lie lie lie lie
I wanna wanna wanna get get get what I want
Don't stop
Give me give me give me what you got got
Cause I can't wait wait wait any more more more more
Don't even talk about the consequence
Cause right now you're the only thing that's making any sense to me
And I don't give a damn what they say, what they think think
Cause you're the only one who's on my mind
I'll never ever let you leave me
I'll try to stop time for ever, never wanna hear you say goodbye (bye bye bye)

I feel so untouched
And I want you so much
That I just can't resist you
It's not enough to say that I miss you
I feel so untouched right now
Need you so much somehow
I can't forget you
Been going crazy from the moment I met you

Untouched
And I need you so much

See you, breathe you, I want to be you
Alalalala alalalala
You can take take take take take time time
To live live the way you gotta gotta live your life
Give me give me give me all of you you
Don't be scared
I'll see you through the loneliness of one more more more
Don't even think about what's right or wrong, wrong or right
'Cause in the end it's only you and me and no one else is gonna be around
To answer all the questions left behind
And you and I are meant to be so even if the world falls down today
You've still got me to hold you up up
And I will never let you down (down)

I feel so untouched
And I want you so much
That I just can't resist you
It's not enough to say that I miss you
I feel so untouched right now
Need you so much somehow
I can't forget you
Been going crazy from the moment I met you

Untouched, untouched, untouched, untouched, untouched
Alalalala alalalala
Untouched
Alalalala alalalala

I feel so untouched
And I want you so much
That I just can't resist you
It's not enough to say that I miss you
I feel so untouched right now
Need you so much somehow
I can't forget you
Been going crazy from the moment I met you

I feel so untouched
And I want you so much
That I just can't resist you
It's not enough to say that I miss you
I feel so untouched right now
Need you so much somehow
I can't forget you
Been going crazy from the moment I met you

Untouched, untouched, untouched

BP declaring failure

Awesome! Everyone in the south region of the country and Mexico is going to get splattered with oil. Hope the woods and stupid people aren't planing on a fire after the first major hurricane hits us and dumps oil all over the place killing more things than we can count... GAY!

Hurricane season starts .... TUESDAY JUNE FIRST!
Thanks for fixing up the oil spill before that, corporate America! Way To Go A$$ Wipes!

the root of problems.

Terrified.

Being hurt.

"What if."

Believe not in what I say; but in what I think,

I say I'm bad,
I think we'd be awesome,

I say I'm no good for you,
I think about you all the time,

I say I don't want to know or it doesn't matter anymore,
I think I cant wait for it to happen the anxiety is eating me up,

I say I'm broken in more ways than I can count on my figures and toes,
I think the universe will be a better place with us as one,

I say you don't exist in this world.
I think you really are the best thing that could have happened to me.


The last two days were fantastic. You're in for so many more surprises then you will ever know. I hope I will never cease to amaze you.

Hello Boy,
I'm Girl.
Don't promise me anything, no one can tell the future. Let us just hope, and wish on 11:11, that we'll always be there for each other even if we cant make it in our next big adventure.


Oh and by the way Super Saiyan! You're a jerk face for not telling me!
aaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh *sigh*


Dragon's whaaa?

"I cant wait to see you again"
perfect little peck.

Technology, why do you suck?

its so easy to update a blog, send an email, facebook message or even text; but all of these things are so ... impersonal.

it is so much easier to do any of the things above over calling someone and meeting up some place to have the conversation you really want to have in person.

i love having random conversations at four in the morning with anyone that is still awake, because it is a promise that something really extremely funny will be said... even if you look at it the next time you get up and its really not that funny, but it is still random.

i wish it was easier for people to want to pick up the phone and have conversations about their days, but its not. No one really wants to talk to anyone any more, most prefer the completely impersonal way of talking.

i do too, i just wish it were easier for me to call people, but curse the easy ways of technology!



Turn on a bunch of dryers, the Ozone will be back to normal in no time. :)

so the night,

he spent it at my house.

he helped me make dinner last night, it turned out good. :)

we finished the night off with "Jennifer's Body" and "Two Weeks Notice."

we woke up around 1230ish pm today, but we just got out of bed to join the world.

I'm going to go make us some lunch.





P.S. I'm still not good for you, so dont fall in love with me.

Gray Day

:)

this is after a glass of drinks... :)
My spelling is going out the window because that is one of my motor functions that gets effected. :)

we didnt do much today, just watched movies and mom made us some drinks.

sugar and strawberries. and he is super corny. supa cute. :)


well we're off to either make out when we're not suppose to, or watch more movies... ....;)

red day

I'm supa white! :)

today. so far its good.

he picked me up is his death trap.

he threw a pillow at me and I spit on it on accident.

he wrote something about me that i'll have to post later as its in my email and i'm not at a computer.. :)

"how are you going to end it?"-girl
"with some contact"-boy
"my contact or your contact?"-girl
"its very small.... wait its not that huge.. wait...... never mind"-boy

we're on our way to a talent shows that his niece is in. i think she's singing. its a bunch of little kids doing stuff they think they're good at....... fun!

fun day. two things today made me laugh so hard i couldn't breathe!
i will be laughing about them for the next few days for sure... its been soooo long since i've laughed like this. :)


EDIT:

The list he made about me

These are my reasons as of now. My list grows everyday and there are many little reasons that will be left unmentioned, but most fit nicely into this list:

1. Your sense of humor. You are hilarious!!! You make me laugh and smile so much it’s not even funny. Sometimes I just randomly laugh or smile uncontrollably because I’m thinking about one of our adventures. I don’t think I’ve ever had this many inside jokes with another.

2. I love talking to you. I don’t feel like I have to hide anything from you which makes me feel very open to telling you everything and anything that’s on my mind.

3. You are an awesome chicka!!! You don’t care what other people think. Who would admit that they didn’t change out of their sleep clothes all day? You did. And you can’t go wrong with me. You don’t have to do a thing to impress me.

4. You are beautiful. Your smile and your eyes are simply mesmerizing.

5. “I can’t wait to see you again.” You leave me anxious until the next time we see each other.

6. You’re environmentally conscience.

7. You like DBZ.

8. We have a lot of the same or similar views on a lot of things.

9. You support my decisions and endeavors in life.

10. We already have a song even though we’re not dating.

11. You ate my pillow.

12. You're "cool yo."

may 26th

today was a green day.



we went to the mall. and i bought a color for every occasion. then we bought him some shirts,


and then he bought me a pack of earrings for every color occasion. then back to my house we went (after being at the mall for 3 hours). My legs are killin' me from this trip. pain... ouch.


at my house we watched Another Cinderella Story, and Avatar. we had some ice cream (with spoons) and washed dishes.

(something funny happened that i cant talk about)

then he figured out something big and wouldnt tell me what it is... i must wait until he's ready to tell me. which could be a week or three! >:p

i'll add to this blog pictures and fill in more about the day. Tomorrow is a red day. :)

We still havent doone anything to our front room. I dont think it would take very long, we just have to get motivated to do it.





we have to clean out the corner, put up the floor and chair borders and we're dong. then move everything back into the room.

Pictures of the day.

Oh yes. ice cream is not easy to eat with forks.. hahahaha they have holes in them which ice cream just flies outta of.

we all had different colored drinks. My blue drink coincidentally went along with my blue day

my blue day. everything was blue down to the eye shadow, socks, and under garments.

The end if May 25th

Comma splices! so many commas so mnay wrong place to put them. if that was a paper you'd get a 100 on it now. but its not a paper, it much more than a paper, its a letter header for your resume.

at lunch we almost ordered the same thing. i changed mine and we shared.
anyway the end of the day was just perfect. :)

After cleaning up more of Super Saiyans room we found more of pikachus things and they are now in the trunk of his car with my old things on their way to Good Will tomorrow morning/afternoon (ish).

after that we went to Jims for a piece of strawberry pie and some fantastic cinnamon ice cream. (its my favorite).

back to my house we went where we watched Waiting and Nine Months. 4 down on my list of movies for him to watch, 4 to go. and one from megan, which he fell sleep during.

thanks for the wonderful adventure today. i look forward to our green day at the mall tomorrow.

Hahaha paper clip.

at lunch with Super Saiyna and his mom. T.G.I. Fridays. and thats a huge ass paper clip on the wall!

my hair!

Today it smells like how a strawberries and cream life savors taste. yummy. :)

our cats.

I'm such a cat person!! They are so much better than dogs on so many levels!


His cat is still too skittish for me to just walk up to him. and my cat does stupid things... hahaha

Mine is the black one.
His is the white (ish) one.

picture project

So many more to do still... So many pictures. But i found the CUTEST picture of my when i was (maybe) 2 or 3. And I am a GOOD looking kid!


We didnt do anything to the other project of the front room.

My room update.

Its still far from done but this is as far as we got yesterday.