i found out I'm sort of a hypocrite...
And that i'm the root of all issues.. (thanks for not saying anything about it.. >:p )
on another note:
is it bad to say i'm already of him? for the most part anyway. i still care, but not in the same way.
I'll talk to him, but definitely not the way i use to.. no more emotions in my words, but i still dont want to see him. i don't know if i'll ever want to see him again.
Although i do have to see him at least one more time in the next 70 years. Hopefully soon. the soon the better. that way the fast we can both get on with our lives and stop this tip-toeing around thing.
I can wait another weekend (after this one) because after that neither of us would be able to make up a good enough excuse not to get the meeting over with.
I'm also completely destructive. I'm not even hoping for the "next" guy. i have nothing left. . . . sorry in advance for whoever thinks i'm still worth it. I'm not.
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