burts bees i love you so.

i've always been one to say you can never have too many chapsticks. i fell victim to not following my own advice when one of mine melted. i only wish i had found out about burts bees back when i was in high school. carmex is just second best (which makes it 9th in my top ten-- the 8 above being burts bees 'flavors') but second best overall cuz it helps with coldsores/fever blisters. hopefully this supply lasts me a good three years or better since i have them every where. including, but not limited to, my pocket, my purse, my work bag, my back pack, my desk, and very soon both cars. :) oh burts bees, how i love you so.

sweet dreams.

update....s?

first day of wearing glasses all day in a LONG time, and i dont miss it. so this next month is going to Suck! oh well... the things i will go though to (hopefully) forever cure me of needing contact or glasses for the rest of me life!!!

Barry Manilow is still a surreal thing for me... but when i randomly think about "it is actually happening" i get really happy. :) YAY!

My grandparents are going to Mexico on Monday to try an unconventional doctor to help out with my grandpa's cancer. a friend of my grandpas has been going to this doctor for the past ten years to get an unconventional treatment for his [the friend] incurable cancer. when the friend was told that he had cancer, our doctors (in the US) told him he had 6-12 months to live....

My grandpa with Chemo has a 0% curing the cancer/living for more then a year... So they are NOT doing chemo and going to the unconventional doctor... Why in Mexico?? Because after he got his doctor degree here and started doing what he was doing our government told him to "shut the front door" or get out; he left. hopefully it helps.

WhiteMM is done with the drive, and is now moved into (NoName)s house... eehh.

spring break next week.. I'm not sure if i'm excited out not...... I think i'm going to go with not at this point. it might change, but i doubt it.

And last I'm totally going into debt to get this car when it comes out
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-nYhKD8leAg (not linked)

Why you may asked?? Because its BAD ASS!@@!#@!%%&%$*%@@~!%%*^ That way i'd never actually NEED to learn how to drive (which just in case youre wondering BluestEyes, still havent gotten annnyyy ffuuurrtttherr on. :) haha) i would just need to know the basics... but it wont be out for at least 10+ years, defeating the point of not needing to learn between now and then..... so it is still on my list of "need to do" just not at the top.

please dont be.... aaahh it is!

aaaah! it is. BLUEBERRY! i havent been activly looking, but i found another person that hates blueberry as much as i do. we're not friends, and not going to be although she is in two of my classes... in my harlem ren. class there was a group presentation and at the end for the class "listening to the presentation" the group gave us muffins. blueberry muffins. yuck!

then the class is over and we went to our next class, shakespeare. both me and this other girl were trying to pawn off the nasty muffins.. no one wanted them :( so now we have to go home with these nasty muffin. lucky me people at my house eat nasty things, i dont know about the other girl.

2 things con't the :( one.

the sad thing for today:
i put my favorite flavor of berts bees chapstick through the washer and dryer today. !! all melted. now i have to use the normal one which, cuz i kept losing them, i have 6 of. so not a big deal, but i want to go buy more of this new one. (the picture in the last blog) i think it is really fantasic.

work is super slow, but i get paid hourly and get 21 hours a week. so i'm really not complaining other then i get bored.

school is going good. my psych 1 teacher still hasnt given us a syliabus, but gave us a handout that explains the paper we have to do.. and the first line says "the syliabus explains the grades, refer to that if you have questions" then goes on to out line our paper.

i took test one for my psych 2 class and got a 92/110. the second test is this wkend.

Oh!! & WhiteMM is driving 10 hrs away tmrrw/moving in with (NoNameYet).

i have 6 papers to do next wk btwn my 4 classes, & due w/in the 2wks after spring break. doing'em early, no time later. :)

2 things. this is the :) one

2 things happened today. one good and one made me sad :(
happy thing today:
my mom turned in an application to Lackland base eye center. this app was the first step to a long process to see if i can be approved for lasik. yay. a lady called me this morning as i was waking up to get ready for work, to ask and make sure some answers were the same as the paper. i was told that i couldnt wear my contacts for a MONTH and got an appt for april 11th at 7 am for a 3.5hr long eye appt so they can run a bunch of tests and dielate(sp) my eyes. after that i will find out if i have passed the second step to the lasik process.
this meant my mom and i had to go to eyemasters and change my lenses today and not this coming weekend. insurance cover the frames and lenses (my old frames were to worped(sp) to work with (cuz they are plastic) so my new ones are the exact same color and brand) didnt pay anything. awesome! i like being able to still be on my dads coverage. (the lasik is free as well)

poster..?

this is a more close up picture... i hope this one comes out better in how the picture looks... if not i'll have to figure out another way of blowing up the picture without distorting it.

WICKED!

This is my year! :)

on a whim my mom bought Wicked! tickets, so i saw it again!! aaaahhhh!

at the end they asked for a moment of our time and told us about this organization that is helping and researching drugs for people with HIV and AIDS... they were asking for everyone to give just 2$ (which would raise 4490 for just that night). if you donated 75 you got a backstage tour with the people that played Nessarose and Fiyero of that night, 50 got you a poster with everyones signature, and 20 got you a reuseable bag.

my mom and i have a weird exchange of money right now, so she just added what i owe her already with the 50 and got me the poster.

woooo-hooo.. although it isnt Kristin Chenoweth (Glinda) or Idina Menzel (Elphaba). >:P damn your (NoName)!

wanna know...?

wanna know what i just realized today...

i have no one else to realize how awesome my color-coding skills are.
tomorrow, since i havent in a long time, i have decided to wear all of one color. i am wearing all orange... but no one will know. But it is pretty awesome, being able to go to school and just being proud of me for no other reason then feeling pretty. :)

also i have an essay due in Shakespeare... not to thrilled about it

Vegas and Mr. Barry Frickin' Manilow!

bought the tickets today.
I'm finally going to be able to see Barry Manilow in Vegas. AND i get to MEET him and take pictures and get stuff signed by him and have pre-show champagne. we also booked the hotel today witch is an 8 minute walk (according to google maps) from where the concert is going to be. i dont need to buy a plane ticket cuz i still have free ones from last year that expire July 15th... And we're going June 1st- June 6th. :D Super excited!

All i'm sayin' is that if he signs any part of my body, i'm coming home with a tattoo.

also i'm sure my boss is getting mad at me.. when he is given the schedule, tweaks it to his liking, something with my timing messes it up.

good example would be feb 10- feb 14 he had me working 4 days and i could only go in one day cuz i got super nasty sick, i couldnt move from body aches. and now this week i am working wednesday from 2p-7p... but as of today my mom bought tickets for Wicked! (730 wed) so i had to tell him and am now working 12p-6p, but he needs someone to do my job until 7. but he is letting me go home early... so hopefully (only so i can get the job back next year) i have NO more schedule changes.

So far my summer is filling up.. anyone else want me to do something over the summer? If so you should call my agent and book something i have very few days left. :)

so WhiteMM has a new boyfriend that i'm going to be meeting in the summer after i get back from Vegas.
she has known him 5 years, like him less than 3 months, has been dating him 4 days... and she is moving in with him in 2ish weeks.

i'm not mad, and i;m not her mother, but i dont want her to jump into something too soon and get hurt again.... well "we'll" see how this plays out.... i only say we cuz it'll mostly be me, and then depending on how personal the info is this will be updated and informed.

technology why do you hate me so?

a week ago friday, i was at work filing papers in the back.. i had the random urge to take a picture of how a newest CSP filed (it was bad).
so i took the picture.
i was going to post it to facebook & my blog right then for a before i fixed it. but i didnt for some reason. about an hour later i was done fixing it and filing the new papers so i took another picture "the after picture" & i realized when i went to go select a pic to send and a bunch of them were big question marks.

then my phone froze. so i turned it off & on hoping that would fix it... i was too late. i went back into my pictures & all the pics that i took in the last 2 months were wiped. my sd card either recoded itself or died. everything gone.
but i should have known.. i had a "feeling" the night before that i wanted to take off my pics... & i should have cuz last time i got that "feeling" (& i took off my pics) my phone got stolen the next day.
stupid me.
&dad if u can save the sd card i dont remember what theyre of

get to the point!

this bunny was left at our tax office. some kid has probably been crying for over a week about losing this bunny. :(

my history of psyc prof is finally out of the hospital, and came to class today. he's been out for 3 weeks. so hopefully he is better and continues to get better.

my other psyc prof is still pissing me off! this is nearly the 6th week of class and he still hasnt given us a syllabus. we also took our first test in his class this past Tuesday and did actually get them back today. i got a 74 on it when we started class and by the time class was over i had a 78. he "gave" us 5 of the questions cuz he messed up on wording, doubled the question, or has two answers right to one question. 3 of the 5 i had right, so i got 6 extra points on top of the already right answer. yay me. :D

my Harlem Renaissance Eng prof had our first essay due today. and i feel fantastic about it. i'm really good at writing essays, so i have faith i got at least a B.

and my Shakespeare Eng gave back our in-class writing today.. and ... i got a B-.
But that is better then i thought, because i had just about 3 paragraphs on my page and the people around me were basically writing essays. so i didnt feel to confident when i wrote it... but now i know she wants people to get to the point.. Just the kind of prof i like. :)

well that is that update...
still sickish.. have a lingering cough that just wont go away. and getting up at 6ish/7ish tomorrow to go to the base with my dad and deal with military people to get back on medical insurance. i hate dealing with those people, but they dropped me after last semester so i've been with out insurance for over 2 months.
then i get to go to work for a 12 hour shift tomorrow.. I love money. :)

the rides and the redeo

so today dommo and i both did something neither of us have done.

lets start this off with we went to the redeo and its a ton of fun! on our search for cotten candy with out red 40 of yellow 5 we found a ride that dommo wanted to ride. and she asked me to go with her... so i said sure cuz it goes in a big circle how bad could that be?
i also found one that i wanted to go on. it is a boat like ride that only goes back and fouth (or up and down depending on how you think of it).. this is where dommo put her hands up, and she'd never done that before on a ride.
NEXT was "the himmalias" which had a bunch of ski stuff all over the walls. this ride was interesting cuz as it went around it got faster and i was sliding in the seat to other side where dommo was sitting.
next was this flippy ride. every time it goes it is a random ride.. your feet hang and it flips! 2 of three things i swore i'd never do..& well.. now i have, with dommo. it was scary and my hair flipped out of my hoodie. haha :)

mmmm... :)

i hope this is as good as it sounds. i dont like cookies in almost every circumstance, but this sounds good... so hopefully it is. i'll update if it is or not.... its at subway is San Antonio, Texas. i'm bored and an hour early for my shift so i'm wasting time sitting here... its better then sitting in the rain outside my office.


**update:
It wasnt that good.. I'm not a big cookie fan as i said, but it didnt impress me at all.

yay for super early morning traffic.... bleh.
still feel like poopy but going to work today.

today! of all days today...

i woke up this morning felling like poopy. i went to school hoping that as the day went on i would feel better. it was quite the opposite for today. with each class i had, a new ache, pain, or symptom appeared.

psych 1 - my throat started to hurt, it hurt to sallow my drink and breakfast.

psych 2 - found out my teacher is in the hospital with a severe upper respiration infection, and he'll be out for at least 3 weeks. we'll be having a sub... yay! this is about the time my sinuous started to hurt really bad, and my ears started to hurt. BLEH!

English 1 - i started getting a headache and i was getting tired of being at school, and physically exhausted.

English 2 - a slight cough started and i was trying not to fall asleep in class.

and through all the classes someone complained that the room was too warm, and i was freezing all day!


Then my mom started texting me, she is in CA until next week cuz her dad had surgery today. ... he has had some problems for that past year, and for the past 6 months has been going many doctors to find out what is wrong. no doctor knew. they had an invasive surgery today to biopsy a piece of some mass in the artery that leads from his heart to his stomach.

after hours of waiting and after he came out of surgery they found out its cancer.
they don't know what kind though, they are testing it and wont know for two weeks. after they hopefully find out what it is they will start Chemotherapy.

what a perfect way to end such a perfect day.

*correction, what a crappy way to end a very crappy day.

I'm calling in to work to be sick and cry tomorrow. :( I'm glad WhiteMM came down.

REBA! WOOO-HOOO!

at the rodeo! reba is the concert tonight!
this is one of my favorite songs by her. she has an amazing voice!!
yesterday we were here and bill engval was here and as funny as ever. hahaha.
tonight just before reba came out the guy behind me was getting back into hus seat and spilt beer on me. my sister had gone to get some ice cream but if she was sitting next to me she would have been hit too. since she wasnt her jacket was tagged.

this is the third time i've seen reba in the last year and she is still fantastic...

"I am finally thinking for myself" - hahaha!

you should treat life like a cat-- forget all the negative things between feedings.

when trying to belittle me, you should really stop and fully think about what you say before you end up belittling yourself.


Thanks for the lesson on that r.b.o. and bbj's

and most of the thanks should go to a99104. :)

its been 25 years since snow... in SA

but i dont classify this as snow persay... it doesnt mean it wont be snow in a few hours. so the weather people were expecting snow.. and well it isnt exactly snow it is a snow ish like substance.. its falling ice but not huge damage your car hail pieces. nonetheless people here cant drive in rain how is anything going to be accomplished for tomorrow by needing to drive in icey conditions.... i wonder if i'll still need to go to work... since most of the rest of the city will be shut down due to hazardous road conditions. and freezing cold weather ... yay! :)

(is it worse or worst) apples ever

i should have known better, but i did it again. this place is good but in the morning it sucks. the apples they offer for the kids meals are even worse! they are Always browing and getting moldy.... and what does this (branch of the) company do with moldy apples?? they let the costurmer(sp) complain about them.. every bag in the front fridge AND back fridge is browning and getting soft. the yogurt is always disgusting.. i know i should just get a 6" but i usually 'aint feelin that' for breakfast.
it doesnt help that the employees dont give a shit. they could be getting at least 20 kids sick a month with the nasty apples. dont go to the subway on Marbach... if there is another i should avoid let me know... i should have taken a picture of the apples but i didnt think of this post until after i threw them out & the employee tried to give me another bag that look 3xs worse. bleh!

today is another day at work, but today is a particularly crap, cuz i wanna get off early with no ride home.

what will delay us next?

i've three days of class already, since i only go to school on tuse/thurs. my dad has been taking his lunch break to take me class cuz i still dont drive. on my first day of class we ran into half of the access road (the left side to get onto the highway) blocked off cuz the city was re-tarring the road. the next tuse (this last one) we got stuck IN a funeral presession... the some jackass cop on a motorcycle pulled up next to us and honked at us... he was trying to tell us to get out and go to the next lane when a semi was coming... so we had to change lanes. i hate do..shh cops. day three -slash- yesterday the left lane of the highway was closed off cuz the city was changing out the dead highway lights.

what will we run into next.....? hahaha