We could have

"We could have had it all"

and now all I can think is

"who do you think you are?"

If you thought I was cold and heartless while we were dating, I was left in a much darker, icier tundra, after you were done with me.

Unfortunately for you I loved you. 

Unfortunately for me I never stopped. I just got really good at hiding it. I even find myself still defending you.. Something I could never count on you doing for me. 

You're not a terrible person, just a bad guy, and an awful boyfriend.

I do hope that one day you find happiness, or at least someone better then me. If in 10, 15, or 20 years you still haven't found it, well... That's what you get for looking for something better, giving up, and mentally never coming home. 

I'm sorry you have to grow up now, but life's a bitch and you do your best to deal with it.

Don't read this and feel all cocky about yourself. I will get over you one day. 

I'm sorry for a lot of things that happened in our relationship. And I am sorry that some of them were with you, but I'll never be sorry for the high school part of our relationship (excluding 2 things). That was the best year + a few months. 

I don't know how to end this on any other note than sad or disappointing, so I'll just say that's it. 

The other two classes

My English classes.

English 1: Harlem Renaissance.
I failed. Horribly. The entire class was about black authors in a white world and their book/story characters needing (if able) to pass as white. Everything was about the ability to pass. No matter how hard I tried, for the life of me, I was not able to place my self in those shoes and pretend to know how it felt. So I couldn't connect with anything in the class :( so I didn't do good at all. Oh well. This is one of those classes where the class number is the same but the subject can change between semesters. So When I take it again there is chance it won't be (and I hope it isn't) Harlem Renaissance.

English 2: Shakespeare. Easy Peasy! All through high school the literature classes were Shakespeare's writings. And we had to do essays on the assigned themes of the plays we read (comedy, history, and tragedy as the little minor papers, and a research paper for the final).
I got an A-/B+ on all the papers and in class writings... And she ended up giving me a B for the overall grade.

Then I had two weeks off and went to Las Vegas for a week. And from all that awesomeness I missed my first day of Spanish 1 class. :( oh well.

Las Vegas and Summer 1: Spanish 1 to come later.

I'll leave you with a picture of a hummingbird that I took with my phone. I actually got about 10ish pictures.
I so enjoy that my phone takes pictures super fast!!!! :D

The end of the semester

So much to talk about. 

How I ended the semester. 

I passed crazy professors class (social psychology) with a C. The last day of class he showed us how to calculate what we needed on the final To pass the class with a desired grade. And since I didn't do so hot in his oh so boring class I needed to make 73/75. Yeah friction' right!! well I know for sure I did NOT get a nearly perfect score on the final. But I got a C in the class. I can't prove it but I'm damn sure he was thinking the same thing I was "I don't want to (take this/have this person in my) class again!!"

History to psychology. This was a senior level course and I passed it with an A. Yea me!! It wasn't a hard class, the Online test were straight from the book. The Online tests that you took at home and he gave you a week to do. 

With each test that we took there seemed to be some issue with the calculations or with students taking the test, so we all get two or three chances to take them. :)

We had a total of four tests (the fourth being the final but not being a final-- it wasn't comprehensive, it was just the last three chapters). The lowest test grade was dropped. With all the extra tries we had on the tests my lowest grade ended up being a 93. Making over a 100 was possible on all tests because he didn't grade on a curve, but still wanted to help his students out. I made over a 100 on the remaining three tests. Awesomeness. 

One of the other things that made up our grade was a research paper. :)-- totally easy. And the last thing was two separate group projects. The first group project y partner somehow messed up majorly I did all the notes all he had to do was put it in a PowerPoint mtgs issue he had was he has a fucking Mac. He doesn't have PowerPoint and he didn't give himself enough time to convert. Fortuneately we saved ourselves by just explaining everything, and the teacher was in the hospital so the students gave us a good grade. And my second one was awesome went off with out any problems. !!!

That was only two classes but I think I'll stop here for now.