I always have things that I’m thinking about posting on, and then I have other things that are higher on my priory list, and completely forget about that things I want to blog on when I get back to remembering "oh I had a blog about......... shiz what was I going to say!!!"
Anyways I’m going to try to remember to do this at least once a week; my favorite song of the week.
This week is
Fairytale by Sara Bareilles. I think its "moral" is a sad but a bitter truth of not everything is happy ever after... even the happy ever after people have a crappy life. haha
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ud0cgprjQYU *link also in the title*
So school!!:
I turned in a paper today for my English class, and the teacher gave it back to my at the end of the class graded. I got a B, but it turned into a C because I had run on sentences... and it was a re-do, she didn’t even grade the paper the first time around she looked at the first 2 lines or so and rejected it. told me to do it over. haha. so because it was a re-do I got a grade lower for turning it in "late" whatever. :)
I ended up dropping one group in my intro to psych class and picked up a different group. the reasons you may not be asking yourself?? The original group still didn’t have an idea on what they were going to be doing for the final project. and I picked up an a group that is trying to educate teenagers about the teen pregnancy and how hard it can be and such... two of the group members were teen mothers, so we have 3 sides, teen mothers, not teen mothers but saw it in high school, and a guys perspective on how the guy would have to deal with the child support and whatever else would come up (but he is not a teen father)
in my other psych class, we have half of the project done, and we have to think of 4 new questions and survey people on them for the other half. sounds easy enough.. now we just have to get the questions approved. But first we must actually think of the questions.. haha :)
my Phil class still sucks. I have to read some 160 pages that a famously dead philosopher wrote (not one about him, one that he wrote) for the final. we have an essay test tomorrow, which I still hate these lame-o testing way, but whatever gets me the damn A to never take this class again... !!!
and in my dance class we actually have the whole dance laid out! we know every step and we know every step in order.. Now we just have to practice it over and over and over and over and over And over ANd over AND over AND Over AND OVer AND OVEr AND OVER AND OVER for the next 3 weeks. :) Oh and keep up with the music, and not forget anything in the dance, and hopefully she doesn’t change or take anything else out or add anything else to it. :)
and we should be able to get it. haha YAY us.
That’s about it for the last few weeks of updates.
Just Kidding!
We had this cool Psychology day Nov 2nd, and for extra credit we had to go around to 7 or more of the booths and find out what they were doing and get someone to sign off on a paper. One of the booths was "which on has sugar" you got three small random samples of coke-cola, diet coke, or coke zero. you could get all three of one, or two or one and one of another or any combination of the sorts.
I got my three samples, they didn’t tell you which ones you had until you said which ones had sugar on this piece of paper you got handed. the first one was the nastiest thing I have had in a long time, thus I knew it was coke-cola, thus it has sugar in it. the other two samples were good so they were either diet coke or coke zero. it didn’t ask us which ones we thought we had, just which had sugar. I was sure I had coke-cola, coke zero, and coke zero... and BAM! I know my sodas! I gave the paper back to the lady, and she looked at it, looked at me, looked at the one pouring the sodas behind a huge poster board, and gave it to her teacher. then pointed at the combo they gave me. The teacher looked at me and said that only one of 4 people get it right, and I got it right. :) cuz I’m a genius... :p
now I’m done. :) off to finish up some work due.... tomorrow. :)
Tuesday, November 9, 2010
Monday, November 1, 2010
lightening to hail in 15 minutes
Sunday, October 31, 2010
LOOK!! I see you
i went to PostSecrets, as i do every sunday or tuseday depending on when i remember, and when i go, after i read what is up i look at if i know anyone in the pictures that are the friends for that cycle.
And i saw one i know this week.
Yay! :)
Saturday, October 30, 2010
i'm not; but i am
i'm not avoiding you.... but i kind of am.
This whole thing may be confusing, deal with it.. hahaha. :)
Relationship directed
a wise person once told me "if something in their family scares you, run like hell" because if you choose to spend your life, married or unmarried, to someone have have a life together maybe even a family, look at their family. the reason for looking at their family is because once you are dedicated to this person some things that are present in their family life may be brought into yours. so if something happens/occurs when with or around their family, back the hell out of that relationship.
the significant other is going to tell you "i'm not like that, its only my family member" that doesnt mean shit! because they were brought up in an environment were "this action" was acceptable so to them it is.
with all this said. thanks but no thanks. i'll stay single.
now to be more specific... MnotT this is about you-ish.
stay single as long as you want or dont want to, dont wait for me i'm not coming back. i'm sorry that you fell IN love with me and i hope that you can eventually get over me. not meant to be taken in a mean way, more of a straight forward way because those feelings will never be returned under any circumstances. I truly am sorry that it had to come to that on her part to ruin anything we could have had in the future. But i'm always going to be thinking about what is best for my future, and people of interest that snap like that because they interpreted something wrong arnt people i want in my life.
i forgave her, but for her actions. i will not punish you for them because that is not fair, but i will not subject a future life to that. if our relationship ever went -flash forward 10 or 15 years from now- to kids i wouldn't want her to be around my children because of how easily she can turn on someone.
I'll still be friends with her, but she doesnt seem so interested anymore, or she just doesnt know what to say or how to say it... because we dont talk anymore, and i dont go to the library for my lunch because i have nothing to say back.
i wanted to take time away from you and your family because i wanted all of you to not have my presences around. i'll accept that she was jut mad at me and mis-understood, but i wont understand why she felt she needed to say the things she did.
in an email she sent "We both finally agree, unanimously, that you are the perfect girl for (MnotT)" they cant decided for you who is perfect and who isnt. all they can do is input that they like me or not, everything else is up to the relationship.
it does suck that she liked me so much and you thought i was your one, but i tried to tell you over and over that i'm not a good person to be in a relationship with. i'm damn sure i told you not to fall in love with me as well. but we cant undo what is done, we can only move on.
and it does suck that our friendship, if thats what it still is, has been effected by what she did. but shit happens, and life goes on.
IN OTHER NEWS:
i had something to say here, but i forgot what it was while typing up everything in this blog... i should really write things down before i start blogs to remember to get back to certain points.
AND i do need to get better at typing in connective ways. like this blog in confusing then it jumps around when it is direct which makes it still confusing to people who dont live in my head... I'm trying... i hope it has gotten better from my first long blog, to now and not worse...
maybe its just random on when i want them to be really great, versus when i have something on my mind and write it down as i think about it.
This whole thing may be confusing, deal with it.. hahaha. :)
Relationship directed
a wise person once told me "if something in their family scares you, run like hell" because if you choose to spend your life, married or unmarried, to someone have have a life together maybe even a family, look at their family. the reason for looking at their family is because once you are dedicated to this person some things that are present in their family life may be brought into yours. so if something happens/occurs when with or around their family, back the hell out of that relationship.
the significant other is going to tell you "i'm not like that, its only my family member" that doesnt mean shit! because they were brought up in an environment were "this action" was acceptable so to them it is.
with all this said. thanks but no thanks. i'll stay single.
now to be more specific... MnotT this is about you-ish.
stay single as long as you want or dont want to, dont wait for me i'm not coming back. i'm sorry that you fell IN love with me and i hope that you can eventually get over me. not meant to be taken in a mean way, more of a straight forward way because those feelings will never be returned under any circumstances. I truly am sorry that it had to come to that on her part to ruin anything we could have had in the future. But i'm always going to be thinking about what is best for my future, and people of interest that snap like that because they interpreted something wrong arnt people i want in my life.
i forgave her, but for her actions. i will not punish you for them because that is not fair, but i will not subject a future life to that. if our relationship ever went -flash forward 10 or 15 years from now- to kids i wouldn't want her to be around my children because of how easily she can turn on someone.
I'll still be friends with her, but she doesnt seem so interested anymore, or she just doesnt know what to say or how to say it... because we dont talk anymore, and i dont go to the library for my lunch because i have nothing to say back.
i wanted to take time away from you and your family because i wanted all of you to not have my presences around. i'll accept that she was jut mad at me and mis-understood, but i wont understand why she felt she needed to say the things she did.
in an email she sent "We both finally agree, unanimously, that you are the perfect girl for (MnotT)" they cant decided for you who is perfect and who isnt. all they can do is input that they like me or not, everything else is up to the relationship.
it does suck that she liked me so much and you thought i was your one, but i tried to tell you over and over that i'm not a good person to be in a relationship with. i'm damn sure i told you not to fall in love with me as well. but we cant undo what is done, we can only move on.
and it does suck that our friendship, if thats what it still is, has been effected by what she did. but shit happens, and life goes on.
IN OTHER NEWS:
i had something to say here, but i forgot what it was while typing up everything in this blog... i should really write things down before i start blogs to remember to get back to certain points.
AND i do need to get better at typing in connective ways. like this blog in confusing then it jumps around when it is direct which makes it still confusing to people who dont live in my head... I'm trying... i hope it has gotten better from my first long blog, to now and not worse...
maybe its just random on when i want them to be really great, versus when i have something on my mind and write it down as i think about it.
what are we now?
so what are we?
obviously people dont usually go up to people they know and ask "are we friends" because its usually a given in high school that "if said person talks to me about everyday, we must be some kind of friend" but then after high school you really start to understand what "friend" is and redefine yourself and your definition of friends and who your 'true' friends are... then it just gets more complicated in college. after college things should be all straightened out again.
BUT we've done the high school thing, we dont talk to the people who arnt our friends from high school. we're doing the college thing now and making new friends and dropping more high school ones and some old college ones and we still talk to each other.
sure we dont talk to each other everyday like high school, but we dont have any classes together; we're not even in the same city for 3/4th of the year. but we still talk, we're still friends on facebook, and we still have some things in common. but what are we now? are we friends, are we acquaintances, or are we just two people with things in common that need someone to talk to during the summer because we live in the same city 15 minutes away from each other?
its a rude-ish question to ask someone because it should be unwritten and just understood... but i'm sure you have at least once thought about asking me the same thing just to see what i think about it... and if you havent then thats just me...... >.>
but what would you call us, if anything. (be brutally fricken honest :), it will NOT hurt my feelings, dont worry)
obviously people dont usually go up to people they know and ask "are we friends" because its usually a given in high school that "if said person talks to me about everyday, we must be some kind of friend" but then after high school you really start to understand what "friend" is and redefine yourself and your definition of friends and who your 'true' friends are... then it just gets more complicated in college. after college things should be all straightened out again.
BUT we've done the high school thing, we dont talk to the people who arnt our friends from high school. we're doing the college thing now and making new friends and dropping more high school ones and some old college ones and we still talk to each other.
sure we dont talk to each other everyday like high school, but we dont have any classes together; we're not even in the same city for 3/4th of the year. but we still talk, we're still friends on facebook, and we still have some things in common. but what are we now? are we friends, are we acquaintances, or are we just two people with things in common that need someone to talk to during the summer because we live in the same city 15 minutes away from each other?
its a rude-ish question to ask someone because it should be unwritten and just understood... but i'm sure you have at least once thought about asking me the same thing just to see what i think about it... and if you havent then thats just me...... >.>
but what would you call us, if anything. (be brutally fricken honest :), it will NOT hurt my feelings, dont worry)
Thursday, October 28, 2010
not so highly anticipated update
I saw x, who will now be LP (if i remember), yesterday and he brought over something that he thought i'd be interested in. 3 old time fashion Barry Manilow RECORDS. they were on "clearance" at some place he stopped by for .93 cents a piece! he asked if i wanted them, i said sure, he dropped them off yesterday and took me to school. my mom saw them this morning and asked if she needed to take the record player out of the attic. ... i didnt know we had one, hahaha, i was willing to try to find a cheap good one to play the over-sized vinyl CDs.
apparently he thinks about me a lot, more then he thinks he should, and wants to try and be friends and such-as...
I dont let people be my friends, i only have about 3 or 4 people that i call "friend" everyone else is just an acquaintance (that way i dont have to keep myself attached to them in anyway, and can stop talking to them or not talk to them for a long time and it doesnt bother me). he said he was fine being that as well.
NEXT
i still have a good number of people that said/say they would help with my collection to try to see barry manilow in Vegas, and have only received 3. technically 4, my dads mom sent me money but she had no idea that she inadvertently(wrong word??) donated to my Vegas fund. the rest just keep saying "i'll help" "i wanna help" "i might send something in late November"
When this plan originally went out i asked that everyone send me what they were going to by JUNE, so that i could to vegan FOR my birthday... getting money the day of or months after doesnt really help me get to Vegas FOR my birthday.
aahh whatever, fortunately for all of them in September i decided to not go in October to Vegas but instead try to go there either in March or June of next year.
SCHOOL
i have two psyc classes, and both had an essay due today, one class changed the due date to next week, and guess what i did!!
I got the classes mixed up and didnt finish the essay that was actually due today, but i did do the one due next week... how lame.
i told the teacher and he laughed at me and is letting me turn it in late.
i have to present a story with a partner in English on Monday and do an essay on that as well. lame-o
and my phil class sucks, we dont do anything in that class.
Last but not least, in my dance class we almost have the whole routine spotted, now we just have to get the timing and MEMORIZE it. she decided that she wanted to put my in front stage so EVERYONE can see me... we have just about 4.5 weeks lift, so 9 classes left to learn the whole thing, and i am getting soooo confused and turning the wrong way and not coming in on my cues and IM IN FRONT.. so i have no one to cover up my mistakes, and no one to look at when i do something wrong to get back on track....
apparently he thinks about me a lot, more then he thinks he should, and wants to try and be friends and such-as...
I dont let people be my friends, i only have about 3 or 4 people that i call "friend" everyone else is just an acquaintance (that way i dont have to keep myself attached to them in anyway, and can stop talking to them or not talk to them for a long time and it doesnt bother me). he said he was fine being that as well.
NEXT
i still have a good number of people that said/say they would help with my collection to try to see barry manilow in Vegas, and have only received 3. technically 4, my dads mom sent me money but she had no idea that she inadvertently(wrong word??) donated to my Vegas fund. the rest just keep saying "i'll help" "i wanna help" "i might send something in late November"
When this plan originally went out i asked that everyone send me what they were going to by JUNE, so that i could to vegan FOR my birthday... getting money the day of or months after doesnt really help me get to Vegas FOR my birthday.
aahh whatever, fortunately for all of them in September i decided to not go in October to Vegas but instead try to go there either in March or June of next year.
SCHOOL
i have two psyc classes, and both had an essay due today, one class changed the due date to next week, and guess what i did!!
I got the classes mixed up and didnt finish the essay that was actually due today, but i did do the one due next week... how lame.
i told the teacher and he laughed at me and is letting me turn it in late.
i have to present a story with a partner in English on Monday and do an essay on that as well. lame-o
and my phil class sucks, we dont do anything in that class.
Last but not least, in my dance class we almost have the whole routine spotted, now we just have to get the timing and MEMORIZE it. she decided that she wanted to put my in front stage so EVERYONE can see me... we have just about 4.5 weeks lift, so 9 classes left to learn the whole thing, and i am getting soooo confused and turning the wrong way and not coming in on my cues and IM IN FRONT.. so i have no one to cover up my mistakes, and no one to look at when i do something wrong to get back on track....
Sunday, October 24, 2010
needs an update
so it's been a while since i had a "serious" update to this.
haha
Yesterday was my birthday. turned 21.
had a blast!
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=560299&id=631595051
(hopefully this link works)
My family and i went out to Acadiana for lunch, then for after lunch dessert we went to the cheesecake factory where i got the pumpkin cheesecake. and it was sooo good. i want to make one sometime, but i think i may just buy this one.. hahaha.
after food we all went home, cuz my parents wanted to nap before we went out for drinks.
we ended up going to BJs for drinks, mainly cuz it had a TV and my mom wanted to watch the baseball game.
i had a white peach mojito, shot of tequila, a sex on the beach (which i gave me mom cuz i didnt like that much so i traded for her berry delicious). then i had beer samples of the two darkest beers that the restaurant had (a roasted one of some kind and a stout--NASTY), the bartenders laughed at the face of disgust that i made when i drank the stout. then two more beer samples of a harvest hefeweizen, a wheat beer, and Jeremiah red, a strong ale. after that i had a sample of a berry cider (which is a fruity beer and a misnomer), and my mom ended up getting a full glass of it, it was really good. :) i was still drinking the berry delicious drink during all this which was getting more and more watered down and becoming more gross...
i wanted to try a shot of Johnny Walker black label, and my bartender just gave me a sip of it, which was a good idea cuz it was nasty and i made a face with it as well. it also gave me the feeling like it burned my lip so i didnt like it at all.
those are all the drinks i had, i also had about 5 glasses of water and had to get up to pee 6 times.
Going home! we got home and i got up the stairs just Fine, and had to pee again, so i went to the bathroom.... and need help getting off the floor when i was done, cuz i took my pants off and my shoes and went down to pick then up. Dom helped me to my room, i felt the need to inform her after we were in the hallway that i had taken my pants off.... she already knew this, and just said "yep, it is hot up here" hahahahaha
after that i took the trash bag that was in my trashcan into my sisters room to dump my trash into her so i could have a clean empty bag in case i lost my nachos and drinks during the night. I only did this because i Knew that if i didnt have the option i would have thrown up-- but since i gave myself the option i ended up not needing to throw up. :) yay me
haha
Yesterday was my birthday. turned 21.
had a blast!
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=560299&id=631595051
(hopefully this link works)
My family and i went out to Acadiana for lunch, then for after lunch dessert we went to the cheesecake factory where i got the pumpkin cheesecake. and it was sooo good. i want to make one sometime, but i think i may just buy this one.. hahaha.
after food we all went home, cuz my parents wanted to nap before we went out for drinks.
we ended up going to BJs for drinks, mainly cuz it had a TV and my mom wanted to watch the baseball game.
i had a white peach mojito, shot of tequila, a sex on the beach (which i gave me mom cuz i didnt like that much so i traded for her berry delicious). then i had beer samples of the two darkest beers that the restaurant had (a roasted one of some kind and a stout--NASTY), the bartenders laughed at the face of disgust that i made when i drank the stout. then two more beer samples of a harvest hefeweizen, a wheat beer, and Jeremiah red, a strong ale. after that i had a sample of a berry cider (which is a fruity beer and a misnomer), and my mom ended up getting a full glass of it, it was really good. :) i was still drinking the berry delicious drink during all this which was getting more and more watered down and becoming more gross...
i wanted to try a shot of Johnny Walker black label, and my bartender just gave me a sip of it, which was a good idea cuz it was nasty and i made a face with it as well. it also gave me the feeling like it burned my lip so i didnt like it at all.
those are all the drinks i had, i also had about 5 glasses of water and had to get up to pee 6 times.
Going home! we got home and i got up the stairs just Fine, and had to pee again, so i went to the bathroom.... and need help getting off the floor when i was done, cuz i took my pants off and my shoes and went down to pick then up. Dom helped me to my room, i felt the need to inform her after we were in the hallway that i had taken my pants off.... she already knew this, and just said "yep, it is hot up here" hahahahaha
after that i took the trash bag that was in my trashcan into my sisters room to dump my trash into her so i could have a clean empty bag in case i lost my nachos and drinks during the night. I only did this because i Knew that if i didnt have the option i would have thrown up-- but since i gave myself the option i ended up not needing to throw up. :) yay me
Thursday, October 21, 2010
What!?
Wednesday, October 20, 2010
335 now
this is post 335, before i posted the last post i noticed that i had 333 posts. and i was going to say something about it, but the last post was on October 6th or something close..... so it didnt seem relevant to go back and edit it to say "oh yeah, this is my 333 post
:)
:)
I've been away for oh so long!
I've been away for oh so long!
So many group projects in school.
I hate group projects.
Since last I mentioned anything Super Saiyan and I are still friends I guess.
x posted some stupid ass photo that my freshmen "tagged" me in on facebook, because I’m not friends with anyone else in that picture so no one else could tag me...
But since it was in x's pictures, I un-tagged me, and told my freshmen (who graduated this last year in May-- so not really a freshmen anymore, haha)...
Anyways, I told him that it was someone of a nice thought, but not to tag me in x's pictures. This made me look around at his page because I was wondering what he'd been up to... nothing new in his pictures so nothing new to report on... but I thought for less than a second that I should say Hi and see how things are, but I still have this over powering urge to not want to talk to him.
More so then any other ex-boyfriend I’ve had.
Bunches, Blondie**, and Super Saiyan are the only ex's I’ve talked to after the break up... and I’ve had enough boyfriend..... but just so many don’t think I’m some kind of slut, I’ve only had 15 boyfriends, and I remember all of their names and which order they came in.... and roughly how long we dated before separation happened.
**(for those that know me, this was B...t, the freshmen I dated when I was a junior in high school-- I’ve not talked about him so he didn’t have a name before this post... and he has some Blond hair)
NEXT:
I recently went to a Jonas Brothers concert, followed by a Brett Michael concert (free at Sea World), and followed by a Carrie Underwood concert!!
my mom and I go to a lot of concerts.... but not really a LOT, this year has been the most in a ever... and two of them were free
And the RODEO is coming up again (in February haha) and those concerts are awesome... So is bull riding!! I love bull riding. It makes me hot and heavy! (JUST KIDDING!!)
But I do like it. :)
School time:
I have a group project in all of my classes... well only 4/5 since dance is a group project the whole way through.... since we all have to learn a dance to perform at the end of the semester
For my human sexuality class, one group member dropped the class 2 weeks after we go the group project and told us today 2 days before the first part is due... Way To Go, Dude!! So now the other three people, including me, have one more day to get his part done AND type up an essay due Thursday.
Philosophy.... my Favorite class (HEAVY on the sarcasm!) everything we do in this class in a group grade, group quizzes, AND group IN CLASS essays that have to be grammatically correct, in order, with a outside resource, 3-6 pages long and all done in 75 minutes HANDWRITTEN out...... what kind of loony teacher does that???... And if he can’t read it Points off!! Really????
OKAY I Know that my generation should know how to do this, but we grew up in the age of the computers that did this stuff for you, the last time a teacher requested that they should be able to read my hand writing was in 4th grade, in California. When I moved out to Texas in the 4th grade, they told me that everything needed to be typed out because they were going to try to decipher codes from students anymore.. So after that year I didn’t have any more penmanship classes, I never needed to write clearly or anything... unless of course I wanted to read it later. So it’s complete ludicrous (!!) that this teacher is having us do it this way when we sit in a classroom with 25 computers and a printer available....
In my intro to psyc class we have a group project about "change the world (for the better) and my group was going to try to show people in the community that not all Muslims are bad, just this one group... and if they still dont believe us we were going to point out things that could be consider terroristic in the popular organized religions and ask if they think those groups are terrorist and why or why not.. then go back to why we choose to keep grouping all of the Middle Eastern people and Muslims as ALL being terrorist, making us no better than how we thought about the Japanese when Japan bombed us in Pearl Harbor (except credit to us, we didn’t put them in camps for years)
we got Red Light(ed) for this, and were told to change it or make it more specific to be able to do this in a few weeks and not something that would take a few years, so we changed it to volunteering at Meals on Wheels and getting statistics on how many of the people that show up there are actually homeless, jobless, or they just can’t buy food. But not in a negative way, it would be just to show that anyone can go get food from these groups for a number of reason, they don’t have to be just homeless or penniless.
And the last group project (excluding dance) is in my English class a partner and I have write our own separate papers comparing and contrasting two stories, then we have to present our findings to the class and explain the story the class hasn’t read to everyone in a power point or such.
its sounds easy, and I’m sure it is which is why I’ve had it for about a week and haven’t started on it yet, the papers are due this next Monday and the presentation will start money so I want to have our presentation done by then to go first and get it over with.
And then last is dance we've learned the first 30-60 seconds of our dance now we're working on placement and or entrances and when we meet up with the boys and such... yeah... I may post a video of me attempting the dance.... might...
And last but Not least, I changed my tooth brush and ora brush last night after I used the old ones and used the new ones today and I LOVE new toothbrushes!! They just feel sooo great. :)
So many group projects in school.
I hate group projects.
Since last I mentioned anything Super Saiyan and I are still friends I guess.
x posted some stupid ass photo that my freshmen "tagged" me in on facebook, because I’m not friends with anyone else in that picture so no one else could tag me...
But since it was in x's pictures, I un-tagged me, and told my freshmen (who graduated this last year in May-- so not really a freshmen anymore, haha)...
Anyways, I told him that it was someone of a nice thought, but not to tag me in x's pictures. This made me look around at his page because I was wondering what he'd been up to... nothing new in his pictures so nothing new to report on... but I thought for less than a second that I should say Hi and see how things are, but I still have this over powering urge to not want to talk to him.
More so then any other ex-boyfriend I’ve had.
Bunches, Blondie**, and Super Saiyan are the only ex's I’ve talked to after the break up... and I’ve had enough boyfriend..... but just so many don’t think I’m some kind of slut, I’ve only had 15 boyfriends, and I remember all of their names and which order they came in.... and roughly how long we dated before separation happened.
**(for those that know me, this was B...t, the freshmen I dated when I was a junior in high school-- I’ve not talked about him so he didn’t have a name before this post... and he has some Blond hair)
NEXT:
I recently went to a Jonas Brothers concert, followed by a Brett Michael concert (free at Sea World), and followed by a Carrie Underwood concert!!
my mom and I go to a lot of concerts.... but not really a LOT, this year has been the most in a ever... and two of them were free
And the RODEO is coming up again (in February haha) and those concerts are awesome... So is bull riding!! I love bull riding. It makes me hot and heavy! (JUST KIDDING!!)
But I do like it. :)
School time:
I have a group project in all of my classes... well only 4/5 since dance is a group project the whole way through.... since we all have to learn a dance to perform at the end of the semester
For my human sexuality class, one group member dropped the class 2 weeks after we go the group project and told us today 2 days before the first part is due... Way To Go, Dude!! So now the other three people, including me, have one more day to get his part done AND type up an essay due Thursday.
Philosophy.... my Favorite class (HEAVY on the sarcasm!) everything we do in this class in a group grade, group quizzes, AND group IN CLASS essays that have to be grammatically correct, in order, with a outside resource, 3-6 pages long and all done in 75 minutes HANDWRITTEN out...... what kind of loony teacher does that???... And if he can’t read it Points off!! Really????
OKAY I Know that my generation should know how to do this, but we grew up in the age of the computers that did this stuff for you, the last time a teacher requested that they should be able to read my hand writing was in 4th grade, in California. When I moved out to Texas in the 4th grade, they told me that everything needed to be typed out because they were going to try to decipher codes from students anymore.. So after that year I didn’t have any more penmanship classes, I never needed to write clearly or anything... unless of course I wanted to read it later. So it’s complete ludicrous (!!) that this teacher is having us do it this way when we sit in a classroom with 25 computers and a printer available....
In my intro to psyc class we have a group project about "change the world (for the better) and my group was going to try to show people in the community that not all Muslims are bad, just this one group... and if they still dont believe us we were going to point out things that could be consider terroristic in the popular organized religions and ask if they think those groups are terrorist and why or why not.. then go back to why we choose to keep grouping all of the Middle Eastern people and Muslims as ALL being terrorist, making us no better than how we thought about the Japanese when Japan bombed us in Pearl Harbor (except credit to us, we didn’t put them in camps for years)
we got Red Light(ed) for this, and were told to change it or make it more specific to be able to do this in a few weeks and not something that would take a few years, so we changed it to volunteering at Meals on Wheels and getting statistics on how many of the people that show up there are actually homeless, jobless, or they just can’t buy food. But not in a negative way, it would be just to show that anyone can go get food from these groups for a number of reason, they don’t have to be just homeless or penniless.
And the last group project (excluding dance) is in my English class a partner and I have write our own separate papers comparing and contrasting two stories, then we have to present our findings to the class and explain the story the class hasn’t read to everyone in a power point or such.
its sounds easy, and I’m sure it is which is why I’ve had it for about a week and haven’t started on it yet, the papers are due this next Monday and the presentation will start money so I want to have our presentation done by then to go first and get it over with.
And then last is dance we've learned the first 30-60 seconds of our dance now we're working on placement and or entrances and when we meet up with the boys and such... yeah... I may post a video of me attempting the dance.... might...
And last but Not least, I changed my tooth brush and ora brush last night after I used the old ones and used the new ones today and I LOVE new toothbrushes!! They just feel sooo great. :)
Wednesday, October 6, 2010
just noticed
That two of my posts basically say the same thing. hahaha... oh well.
i'm getting nervous, because i have an hour before i have to present. I know we should do okay because i presented to my parents and Dom and they liked it, and my partner presented to his girlfriend and she liked it. So we have no worries.. I just have to remember what the slides say and the notes and stories behind them to fill in the blanks.
Hopefully we do okay.... :s
i'm getting nervous, because i have an hour before i have to present. I know we should do okay because i presented to my parents and Dom and they liked it, and my partner presented to his girlfriend and she liked it. So we have no worries.. I just have to remember what the slides say and the notes and stories behind them to fill in the blanks.
Hopefully we do okay.... :s
national night out last night
Monday, October 4, 2010
more class things
i think its a damn good power point that my partner and i had to do on it! and my essay is fabulous!
but we've decided not to present today in class, we're going to go on Wednesday.
Saturday, October 2, 2010
today
I have to read a book called The Road of Lost Innocence The true story of a Cambodian Heroine By Somaly Mam by 2pmC today, so i can meet up with my partner, also reading this book, and so we can make a power point to present to the class on Monday. I also have to write an essay on it, due Monday. I'm a good way through it and its really interesting, but i dont like time limits.... it feels so contrasting.. haha
So, so far my day is a little better then yesterday. Super Saiyans mom emailed and texted me this morning saying sorry and the reason she did what she did, she hopes we can still be friends after this.
well off to read the book, if you have read it, let me know how you liked it or not. :)
So, so far my day is a little better then yesterday. Super Saiyans mom emailed and texted me this morning saying sorry and the reason she did what she did, she hopes we can still be friends after this.
well off to read the book, if you have read it, let me know how you liked it or not. :)
Friday, October 1, 2010
i thought i was having a good day, i fell for the joke.
i thought i was having a good day, i fell for the joke.
as usual this picture has nothing to do with my blog, but you may ask what it is.. i took this picture at my moms work today, and it is a squirrel skull that some construction workers found earlier this week and just put here... and it hasnt moved since. i thought it was a bug shelling (like when they shed the exoskeleton) but its not.. my mom saw that it was a skull before i did.
This WHOLE thing my come back and bite me in the ass in the next few days.
I'm not sorry for it, because this is my blog and things from MY mind. *at this point in time, i may feel crappy later for saying them*
yesterday i broke up with my boyfriend for a number of reasons, a lot of miscommunication (all my bad) and because i have come to the conclusion that i cant have a "normal" boyfriend while in school because it stresses me out way to much!
Today! I thought i was having a really great day.
it started out with waking up kind of early, which was fine. Going to the store with my mom for items needed in my house, then going to the back so i can put some money over to my savings account for my Vegas trip. After that i went to work with my mom because i was going to go to Sea World with her at noon, to get a wristband to see the free concert there tonight. we got them, yay us, then i had to go back to work with her because we had to go straight to Sea World after she got off, so there was no time to come get me and go there before the concert started. While at work with her i watched 2 movies starring Nicolas Cage, The wicker man 2006, and The Bad Lieutenant: Port of Call - New Orleans 2009. both were interesting movies, and he seems to get the "im crazy/ going crazy" roles or "im the really bad guy that youre really going to hate" roles. he was crazy in the first one, and bad in the second.
after the movies i was going to read a book that i need to finish by monday for sure, buuuut instead read a magazine about that had a story about "The Social Network" which i want to see even if i hate facebook right now. (more on this in a bit)
After i was done reading the magazine it was time to go to the concert. so i packed up nothing that i worked on for the day and got into the car and went onto the concert.
And here is why i hate face book. Before we left my moms work all the way up to the start of the concert.
Last night on facebook i changed my relationship statues to single, and my best friends "like(d)" it. But i had a conversation with each of them about what had happened, and why i broke up with Super Saiyan. They didnt like it because they were HAPPY i broke up with him, they liked it because they SUPPORT me in the decisions that i make!
Super Saiyans mom doesnt know that side of the story, she just sees that they like it. She got pissed at me and posted "* wrote:"There should be a link that says, " does NOT like this", then I would click on it...""
THANK (WHOEVER) that there is NOT a fuxing link like that, because that is one really good fuxing way to make someone feel really crappy about themselves for thinking about themselves FIRST! fastest way to ruin someones self-esteem
Shit i've never felt so bad in my life then when i read that comment.
Then i go and find out the she DELETED ME as a friend!
I told Super Saiyan what was going on, and he said that she shouldnt have acted that way, and that he felt ashamed to be her son at that moment *Super Saiyans mom, if you do end up reading this... its not because of what you did per-say its how you acted while doing it.*
she just went all "protect the son" on me. she turned crazy for a couple of hours. but for her doing this minus my friends supporting me, this misunderstanding could have been avoided in a different way, if Super Saiyan had just talked to his mom about the break up, and let her know that we were going to still try to be friends.
while still being pissed, and hurt. i went through one of my friends posts and found somethings that made me feel better.
http://www.cafepress.com/+im_mad_as_hell_shirt,22008562
i think i would buy one of there shirts just to not be the bigger women, and wear it around her..... But i'm broke so i wont... and i want to be the bigger women. so i'm just going to avoid her at school and in texts for a while. ** Whooo good thing i didnt get that job with her!!!!*
next thing posted (which was actually posted before) was : " There's always going to be some people so intimidated by something amazing and unique or different about you that they will feel compelled by some inadequacy within themselves to try to tear you down. Just say no to bullies."
*everything after this post is in order from postings.*
"One of the hardest lessons to learn in life is that no one looks at or thinks about you even half as much as you think they do, and even if they did, their opinions don't really matter all that much. (That's great when their opinions are ill-informed or stupid; it is perhaps less comforting when their opinions are generally neutral or positive!)"
" Stupid facts I learned from Trivial Pursuit tonight: most healthy people pee 6 times a day, "domesticated" ants live in a formicary, & Kissinger prayed with Nixon during the Watergate scandal."
"Our species is doomed. (Also, if you don't know what a fleshlight is, DO NOT GOOGLE IT. You have been warned.)
http://29.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_l9n1izWJ2I1qzpwi0o1_500.jpg"
*and last thing*
"Keep calm and carry on carryin' on, people.
http://30.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_l9mwiyKH2X1qzpwi0o1_500.jpg"
as usual this picture has nothing to do with my blog, but you may ask what it is.. i took this picture at my moms work today, and it is a squirrel skull that some construction workers found earlier this week and just put here... and it hasnt moved since. i thought it was a bug shelling (like when they shed the exoskeleton) but its not.. my mom saw that it was a skull before i did.
This WHOLE thing my come back and bite me in the ass in the next few days.
I'm not sorry for it, because this is my blog and things from MY mind. *at this point in time, i may feel crappy later for saying them*
yesterday i broke up with my boyfriend for a number of reasons, a lot of miscommunication (all my bad) and because i have come to the conclusion that i cant have a "normal" boyfriend while in school because it stresses me out way to much!
Today! I thought i was having a really great day.
it started out with waking up kind of early, which was fine. Going to the store with my mom for items needed in my house, then going to the back so i can put some money over to my savings account for my Vegas trip. After that i went to work with my mom because i was going to go to Sea World with her at noon, to get a wristband to see the free concert there tonight. we got them, yay us, then i had to go back to work with her because we had to go straight to Sea World after she got off, so there was no time to come get me and go there before the concert started. While at work with her i watched 2 movies starring Nicolas Cage, The wicker man 2006, and The Bad Lieutenant: Port of Call - New Orleans 2009. both were interesting movies, and he seems to get the "im crazy/ going crazy" roles or "im the really bad guy that youre really going to hate" roles. he was crazy in the first one, and bad in the second.
after the movies i was going to read a book that i need to finish by monday for sure, buuuut instead read a magazine about that had a story about "The Social Network" which i want to see even if i hate facebook right now. (more on this in a bit)
After i was done reading the magazine it was time to go to the concert. so i packed up nothing that i worked on for the day and got into the car and went onto the concert.
And here is why i hate face book. Before we left my moms work all the way up to the start of the concert.
Last night on facebook i changed my relationship statues to single, and my best friends "like(d)" it. But i had a conversation with each of them about what had happened, and why i broke up with Super Saiyan. They didnt like it because they were HAPPY i broke up with him, they liked it because they SUPPORT me in the decisions that i make!
Super Saiyans mom doesnt know that side of the story, she just sees that they like it. She got pissed at me and posted "* wrote:"There should be a link that says, " does NOT like this", then I would click on it...""
THANK (WHOEVER) that there is NOT a fuxing link like that, because that is one really good fuxing way to make someone feel really crappy about themselves for thinking about themselves FIRST! fastest way to ruin someones self-esteem
Shit i've never felt so bad in my life then when i read that comment.
Then i go and find out the she DELETED ME as a friend!
I told Super Saiyan what was going on, and he said that she shouldnt have acted that way, and that he felt ashamed to be her son at that moment *Super Saiyans mom, if you do end up reading this... its not because of what you did per-say its how you acted while doing it.*
she just went all "protect the son" on me. she turned crazy for a couple of hours. but for her doing this minus my friends supporting me, this misunderstanding could have been avoided in a different way, if Super Saiyan had just talked to his mom about the break up, and let her know that we were going to still try to be friends.
while still being pissed, and hurt. i went through one of my friends posts and found somethings that made me feel better.
http://www.cafepress.com/+im_mad_as_hell_shirt,22008562
i think i would buy one of there shirts just to not be the bigger women, and wear it around her..... But i'm broke so i wont... and i want to be the bigger women. so i'm just going to avoid her at school and in texts for a while. ** Whooo good thing i didnt get that job with her!!!!*
next thing posted (which was actually posted before) was : " There's always going to be some people so intimidated by something amazing and unique or different about you that they will feel compelled by some inadequacy within themselves to try to tear you down. Just say no to bullies."
*everything after this post is in order from postings.*
"One of the hardest lessons to learn in life is that no one looks at or thinks about you even half as much as you think they do, and even if they did, their opinions don't really matter all that much. (That's great when their opinions are ill-informed or stupid; it is perhaps less comforting when their opinions are generally neutral or positive!)"
" Stupid facts I learned from Trivial Pursuit tonight: most healthy people pee 6 times a day, "domesticated" ants live in a formicary, & Kissinger prayed with Nixon during the Watergate scandal."
"Our species is doomed. (Also, if you don't know what a fleshlight is, DO NOT GOOGLE IT. You have been warned.)
http://29.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_l9n1izWJ2I1qzpwi0o1_500.jpg"
*and last thing*
"Keep calm and carry on carryin' on, people.
http://30.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_l9mwiyKH2X1qzpwi0o1_500.jpg"
Sunday, September 19, 2010
cat talk
Anyway... went to bed at 4, and my cat was trying to get me up at 645, but instead of hearing his crys of hunger outside of my dreams, i put the crys in my dream&didnt wake up. this went on for a long time.. it seemed as if he gave up after a while went to see if anyone else was awake; no one was, then came back. he finally ended up biting me at 8am, i was going to tell him to go back to sleep cuz i thought it was 630ish am. i looked at the time, said sorry then fed him.
all of that could have been avoided if he could speak.
for tomorrow i just have
for tomorrow i just have to finish up my homework and remember to give the two cats thier flea&tick prevention meds. thats fun!
today/yesterday (9-18)
next we got a bunch of miata parts into my moms car and we meet up with a guy that wanted to buy them. we sold him the seat belts and all of carpet parts.
after we went to walmart and saw this cool container holding thing which got us started on a project of cleaning out one of our floor cupboards. i wish i thought of a before so i can have the after picture actually matter *to be posted later* but i didnt.. but now there is sooooo much room! and it looks really nice.
since we were on a clean up kick, we decided to clean out the pantrey(sp). again w/the be4 pic, none; after picture to be posted later. but now that looks super good and we can actually find things! .. that was all we got to, but we did think of one more thing we need to clean out. I'll be sure to get a be4 of that one, be4 we work onit
school continued
next yep. the last class i have is actually the first class and the only class on monday/wednesdays. and its english. my teacher as said before finds sexual things in non-sexual context.... i think she maybe hang out with dr. don too much.. hahahaha
homework... homework is interesting cuz i dont ever have 'too much' to do.. but at the same time i do cuz i have to read chapters of books every night.. and on the nights i want to prcrastinate i have to make up for it by reading more on the next day or the weekends. :)
update on classes
my human sexuality class is really interesting. it is a psyc class and it has got to be hands down my favorite class. and its right in the morning, first class of the day! :) so my day really cant be all that bad after it.. but sometimes it is with my cant-fail class be next in line.
i say cant fail becuase we dont have a final in the class and we dont have any tests.. we have group quizes randomly (which is where anyone in the class can answer the questions right and everyone gets the grade. we also have group essays that we write in class on a prompt. 4 people in a group with the essays... so that one is 'harder' cuz there are only 4 people and not the whole class.
after the horrible phil class, there is another psyc class with dr. don. so my day goes back to being okay again.
after that i have a break for 75 minutes, then i go to ballroom dancing. :)
Tuesday, September 14, 2010
big message small circle.
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
my hair
contact cut off
i watched the movie piranha last night. and it was stupid as i thought it'd be. but it was itneresting as well with the concept that they had of how they got into the victoria lake, it was also just 'convenent(sp)' at the time period it happened in.. and towards the middle to the end there was a lot of "blood" and chaos. and at the end when the main people are saved the mother gets contacted saying they have a shit ton more problems then they thought cuz all of the thousands of piranhas are the babies. so it ends with "so if these are the babies, where are the parents?" and the guy who says it gets killed by a huge piranha that jumps out of the water and eats him almost whole. it was more of a suspence which would make most junpy.. so if your easily jumppy, or cant look at fake blood dont watch it. but if youre okay with that and want to waste time go watch it (not in 3d, cuz 3d is gay)
my cat.... *sigh*
"woah! what happened here??"
with *drum roll please* CORNBREAD ON HIS FACE! he didnt even think about cleaning it off... most people would say cats dont think and that they are really dumb.. but they understand whatever language they are around. so i'm sure they understand when they do something "wrong" or at least i'd like to think cats think and understand how to cover up what they do wrong.. they arnt that dumb. :) he was smart enough to do it when he thought everyone was asleep.. and maybe thought he could blame it on War or Tigger in the morning.
night peeps
Sunday, September 5, 2010
roll over bar
rain. sooner then i thought i'll be learning how to drive my car. I'll post the picture later today.
September 4th
we had to cut a section out of the newer old dash to get a force fit into my car.
backing up;
we were trading out a black interior of a 95 miata with a tan interior of a 99 miata, and they changed some things with the two models and placements of things.
so force fitting came into the picture, meaning i got to use a hand saw to cut out notches in the plastic dash; my dad followed up with a file (not a nail file, a metal one) to smooth the lines.
my sister and mom undid the stitching of the new top to redo it, which we're thankful for cuz thats less money at this point to fix it. the only thing left is a patch job on a slight cut which we have to do before the rain comes tomorrow, or all is for naught.
This is my Blog
Its time to take it back! I'll take the consequences as they come.
over the past few months i have been trying to be cautious about what i put up here... for no reason.
I guess subconsciously i have a reason, but its not important enough to bring up what or why.
My dad always said, jokingly, that i was the kid that was going to need therapy.. and no joke here, in my 21st year of life, i'm sitting in a therapists room every two or three weeks for the last two months.
I've been meaning to post things as they happen, but i've either forgotten or i didnt have my words as i wanted (and then forgot about them altogether) or i got caught up in doing something else and hadnt been able to come back to this.
Last week (Aug 23rd-27th):
Was my first week of classes. so getting back into the swing of things wasnt too bad, but having a new boyfriend in the mix was a whole different thing to deal with all on its own.
I still cant drive, so getting to school is no problem but getting home from school i have to rely on someone, either my sister, my mom, or Super Saiyan. for some reason i always feel incompetent when i need a ride home.. i wish people didnt have to "learn" how to drive, I wish we all just knew... because i HAVE the "skills" to drive, i just have an irrational fear of driving....
SO when Super Saiyan picks me up we go back to my house cuz all my books are at my house (thus leading to spending so little time at his house now) and he ends up wanting to stay and "hang out" .. which is fine.. but if i have a shit ton of homework to day... i dont really want him there because i wont do my work, cuz i dont want him to be sitting.... bored .... while i do boring homework, that i'm getting mad at and talking to myself over... but i dont want to be a bitch and tell him to leave.. so i sit with him, doing nothing worrying about if i can get all this work done by my time line that night after he leaves or if i'm going to have to rush some things the next day after school (and maybe after he leaves again) before its due the day after that.
while sitting there.... doing nothing, he asks what i want to do, and i respond nothing... cuz i want to do my homework, and not waste time wasting time... but again i cant do it if he's there and i dont want to tell him to leave.
My English teacher for world lit is...:
strange?---not so much for an English teacher
crazy?-----a little bit but thats because of her age (shes in her 70s)
Sexual???--yes!! she had us read a poem, and then asked us what we saw from it... and we named the very obvious to semi obvious things and a few not really obvious at all things... But NO ONE named anything sexual... then she starts referring "this and that" to "that and this" and it became a VERY dirty poem in the first 4 lines.
My human sexuality and Intro to psychology teacher are the same person and he is so amazing! he keeps the class alive the whole class period which is what is needed for an early morning and lunch time hour classes.
but the class i have between the two psyc classes is philosophy and this DI-NO-SA(ER) of an OL-D_M-AN is SOOOOOOO boring! It is reallllllly incredible hard for me to pay attention to him.
after those three classes i have a break for an hour and fifteen minutes before Ballroom dancing starts. so far ballroom is fun.. we've learned the three steps to the Waltz and the first eight counts of the dance. YAY.
This is going to be broken down into more sections because i have more to say.. but I'm tired now.
so until next time. :)
over the past few months i have been trying to be cautious about what i put up here... for no reason.
I guess subconsciously i have a reason, but its not important enough to bring up what or why.
My dad always said, jokingly, that i was the kid that was going to need therapy.. and no joke here, in my 21st year of life, i'm sitting in a therapists room every two or three weeks for the last two months.
I've been meaning to post things as they happen, but i've either forgotten or i didnt have my words as i wanted (and then forgot about them altogether) or i got caught up in doing something else and hadnt been able to come back to this.
Last week (Aug 23rd-27th):
Was my first week of classes. so getting back into the swing of things wasnt too bad, but having a new boyfriend in the mix was a whole different thing to deal with all on its own.
I still cant drive, so getting to school is no problem but getting home from school i have to rely on someone, either my sister, my mom, or Super Saiyan. for some reason i always feel incompetent when i need a ride home.. i wish people didnt have to "learn" how to drive, I wish we all just knew... because i HAVE the "skills" to drive, i just have an irrational fear of driving....
SO when Super Saiyan picks me up we go back to my house cuz all my books are at my house (thus leading to spending so little time at his house now) and he ends up wanting to stay and "hang out" .. which is fine.. but if i have a shit ton of homework to day... i dont really want him there because i wont do my work, cuz i dont want him to be sitting.... bored .... while i do boring homework, that i'm getting mad at and talking to myself over... but i dont want to be a bitch and tell him to leave.. so i sit with him, doing nothing worrying about if i can get all this work done by my time line that night after he leaves or if i'm going to have to rush some things the next day after school (and maybe after he leaves again) before its due the day after that.
while sitting there.... doing nothing, he asks what i want to do, and i respond nothing... cuz i want to do my homework, and not waste time wasting time... but again i cant do it if he's there and i dont want to tell him to leave.
My English teacher for world lit is...:
strange?---not so much for an English teacher
crazy?-----a little bit but thats because of her age (shes in her 70s)
Sexual???--yes!! she had us read a poem, and then asked us what we saw from it... and we named the very obvious to semi obvious things and a few not really obvious at all things... But NO ONE named anything sexual... then she starts referring "this and that" to "that and this" and it became a VERY dirty poem in the first 4 lines.
My human sexuality and Intro to psychology teacher are the same person and he is so amazing! he keeps the class alive the whole class period which is what is needed for an early morning and lunch time hour classes.
but the class i have between the two psyc classes is philosophy and this DI-NO-SA(ER) of an OL-D_M-AN is SOOOOOOO boring! It is reallllllly incredible hard for me to pay attention to him.
after those three classes i have a break for an hour and fifteen minutes before Ballroom dancing starts. so far ballroom is fun.. we've learned the three steps to the Waltz and the first eight counts of the dance. YAY.
This is going to be broken down into more sections because i have more to say.. but I'm tired now.
so until next time. :)
Monday, August 30, 2010
real reason
the real reason i cant do my homework is because War hides under my papers and plays with my pencils... hahahaha
sorry for any laughs or loud noises.
sorry for any laughs or loud noises.
Saturday, August 28, 2010
school
first week of school...
it went..... okay.
i hope to update later about some of the crazy things that happened... but i dont have time right now.. i thought i did and then i was volunteered to do something.. so i'll have to get back to this.
it went..... okay.
i hope to update later about some of the crazy things that happened... but i dont have time right now.. i thought i did and then i was volunteered to do something.. so i'll have to get back to this.
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
then when the light turned green barbie cut out didnt move until truck guy was far a head of her.. and she didnt even go the same way truck guy did, he went straight and she turned... we turned also.. so we sped up to get ahead of her.
Sunday, August 22, 2010
after War comes Famine. or is it because of Famine comes War?
random video of my cats. War(orange/red) and Famine(black/brown).
War was chirping out his reflection, but of course stopped when i wanted to film it..... of course.
War was chirping out his reflection, but of course stopped when i wanted to film it..... of course.
more fireworks
this is the other video... i know its sideways it would let me film it up and down so i made it up and down.
Saturday, August 21, 2010
missions game to sisters boyfriend to school Monday
went to a missions game today. which is a minor league team.. before we sat down i got mad at an employee, my sister and i got tap water and this guy charged us a small soda. 3 bucks each! so we had to pay for it! and we questioned it (cuz tap is free) and he said "well at least i didnt charge the whole price for a bottle water (which is 3.75)"
we asked for a receipt and fortunately got one with out having to pay for the paper it was printed on.
later my sister and i went to a different person and asked if they charge for tap water. she looked in disgust and said "NO!"
we showed her the receipt, our cups, and pointed out the employee and said "he charged us".
the lady called over her assistant manager to get the head manager.
hahahahaha
the assistant manager didnt call the head and instead tried to give us the sodas we "paid for" not understanding that we wanted the water and not the sodas. he even tried to take away our cups of water. we said we didnt want the sodas, so without arguing he just went over the the person we paid at and took out the 6 dollars we over paid him, and another employee topped off our water cups. :)
today was the army hosting day. so they had fireworks after the game, and before the top of the 4th they had about 50 recruits swear in it was pretty cool. now they have to wait a year for training.
and the fireworks at the end were awesome. i was trying to take pictures at first, but its like trying to take pictures of lightening... its very hard to get the right millisecond of time frame. so i took video instead, the video featured here is the last 30 ish seconds of it. i have another clip that is a minute long that i will post next, when my phone isnt dead anymore.. its charging right now.... so i should be able to post it when i"m done with this blog.
my sisters boyfriend was out her this last week, and he leaves tomorrow.
oh yeah! YAY!!!! (not) i start school on Monday, and they already messed up my schedule by dropping me out of a class that i REALLLLLLY needed this semester. THANK YOU VISTA! I NEEDED FRENCH II!!
Today was the first time since the middle of May that Super Saiyan and I didnt hang out at all. he just picked me up, and I'm spending the night at his house, for the lack of hanging out today. and his mom wants to hang out with me tomorrow. she misses me. :) She actually likes me, the first boyfriends mom to like me..... ever... :)
I think that is all that has really happened in the past few weeks.
I'll fill you in when more comes up, or when things happen.... or about things that occur in school.. I hope i have another crappy teacher so i have something to complain about every other day.. but at the same time.. i dont cuz i hate crappy teachers. i also need to hopefully change my schedule.. but i dont think i'll be able to. I have a M/W that i dont need on M/W any more, and need it on T/R, cuz my M/W/F class (french 2) was canceled so i dont need a time filler after it anymore. this is going to be lame and suck.
but whatever.
Night people folks. :)
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
MY CAR
It is such a weird thing to say..
MY CAR. :)
I know in one picture my face looks funny, but hey its a real picture. i touched the steering wheel and it was damn hot, ... most of the time pictures like those never surface, but i thought it was funny as hecka, and it still makes me laugh when i see it. i didnt even know i made that face... it was literally a split second face and a perfect timing shot.
and the top one, i was just messing around and pretending to drive. :) i might have even been making a noise to go along with it.
School starts back up next week, and I'm so ready to not want to go. But i like going to school... i just hate the drama that comes along with it.
I need to get driving more, so i can hopefully be driving MY CAR up to school and not having to rely on my ........ *sigh*..... sister.
well i have a whole lot of nothing to do until school starts.... i have to read over the first 4 chapters of my french book again and start quizzing myself so those words come back to mind... but thats it.
borrrrrrrrrrrreeeddddddd.
~AJ
Friday, August 13, 2010
this weekend
This weekend my parents, Super Saiyan and I are going back up to Austin to buy my car.
that is the car, its a 95 mazda miata, as mentioned and showed in earlier blogs.
but we have everything ready, and we're going to get my mom's mazda inspected tomorrow so while there we're going to get all of the forms that we're going to need to have filled out and all the transfer and "selling a car" forms, so its all signed when we get back Saturday afternoon.. that way on Monday or Tuesday we can go get it registered and stuffs.
and ending with cute pictures of my cats. :)
Famine is sleeping in the window... and i couldnt not take this picture.
I'm not the only one that still likes this bear. War likes her too. :)
that is the car, its a 95 mazda miata, as mentioned and showed in earlier blogs.
but we have everything ready, and we're going to get my mom's mazda inspected tomorrow so while there we're going to get all of the forms that we're going to need to have filled out and all the transfer and "selling a car" forms, so its all signed when we get back Saturday afternoon.. that way on Monday or Tuesday we can go get it registered and stuffs.
and ending with cute pictures of my cats. :)
Famine is sleeping in the window... and i couldnt not take this picture.
I'm not the only one that still likes this bear. War likes her too. :)
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
court date.
mazda miata mx5
bank
neerrrrrrrrrrrd...s
my mom found the pictured item at hobby lobby. hahahahaha
graphic. weak stomach dont look
other then this War is okay. he's a little punk, but he's only 5 months old.. so hopefully he grows out of it a little bit and gets some manner leasons. he already knows the sit command. :) and he is a really good climber :s... he is also figuring out his jumping legs...
Friday, August 6, 2010
POST 300! :] -- and 2 month mark.
So WhiteMM left today.
Super Saiyan spent the night Tuesday night and tonight. Tuesday night for no reason, and tonight because we're going to Austin in the morning to look at a car that we may buy if the buyer answers all of the questions to my dads liking. If he does we'll be back up there Tuesday to pick it up. (tomorrow is just for questions, look at it, take pictures, and make sure it starts and runs..)
Then if we get it, it (should) be my car, or at least a training car until i understand how to drive it as it is a 5 speed standard. (then my car for sure...if i dont understand, my mom is happy to take it... but then i get her new Mazda 3)
WhiteMM, Super Saiyan and I went to dinner with Super Saiyan's parents this last Tuesday (when she arrived). other than that not much happened while WhiteMM was here, we saw 2 movies.. How to Train Your Dragon and Karate Kid; both good. and .
Today Super Saiyan went to dinner with my parents and I. We went to T.G.I.Fridays..
So yeah.. nothing else really new.....
Until next time. :)
Super Saiyan and i have been dating 2 months now. :) GO US!
Super Saiyan spent the night Tuesday night and tonight. Tuesday night for no reason, and tonight because we're going to Austin in the morning to look at a car that we may buy if the buyer answers all of the questions to my dads liking. If he does we'll be back up there Tuesday to pick it up. (tomorrow is just for questions, look at it, take pictures, and make sure it starts and runs..)
Then if we get it, it (should) be my car, or at least a training car until i understand how to drive it as it is a 5 speed standard. (then my car for sure...if i dont understand, my mom is happy to take it... but then i get her new Mazda 3)
WhiteMM, Super Saiyan and I went to dinner with Super Saiyan's parents this last Tuesday (when she arrived). other than that not much happened while WhiteMM was here, we saw 2 movies.. How to Train Your Dragon and Karate Kid; both good. and .
Today Super Saiyan went to dinner with my parents and I. We went to T.G.I.Fridays..
So yeah.. nothing else really new.....
Until next time. :)
Super Saiyan and i have been dating 2 months now. :) GO US!
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
Updates... :)
WhiteMM came down today, and thinks she is leaving Saturday...
we dont have anything planed, she just wanted to come down and hang out. :)
Super Saiyan got two job interviews set up last Friday, and one called back that day and wanted to set up a drug test.... and he basically told them no for the time being, because he doesnt really want that job, so its on his back burner in case no one else in our town wants to hire him..
Super Saiyan and i saw Dinner for Schmucks... and it is fuxing stupid! it is that "stupid humor" that Super Saiyan and most other people in society would like.... but he didnt even laugh.
it had no plot, it had no climax and it had no ending... it was just stupid after annoying after stupid.
WhiteMM, Super Saiyan and i went with Super Saiyans family to this place called MK Davis.. and WhiteMM and i both got the same thing, i thought it was nasty. The chicken was WAY over cooked so it was super dry, and it was mega greasy. it also came with fries AND a salad... the fries were super salty and got cold fast and the salad looked old. (I'm sure people only eat there because they have good drinks... and drunks get the munchies)
we dont have anything planed, she just wanted to come down and hang out. :)
Super Saiyan got two job interviews set up last Friday, and one called back that day and wanted to set up a drug test.... and he basically told them no for the time being, because he doesnt really want that job, so its on his back burner in case no one else in our town wants to hire him..
Super Saiyan and i saw Dinner for Schmucks... and it is fuxing stupid! it is that "stupid humor" that Super Saiyan and most other people in society would like.... but he didnt even laugh.
it had no plot, it had no climax and it had no ending... it was just stupid after annoying after stupid.
WhiteMM, Super Saiyan and i went with Super Saiyans family to this place called MK Davis.. and WhiteMM and i both got the same thing, i thought it was nasty. The chicken was WAY over cooked so it was super dry, and it was mega greasy. it also came with fries AND a salad... the fries were super salty and got cold fast and the salad looked old. (I'm sure people only eat there because they have good drinks... and drunks get the munchies)
Thursday, July 29, 2010
Tonight
I was supposed to go to a concert with my mom, but the concert has been canceled, and shifted back to September 10th. which sucks, but at least its on a Friday.
So my mom and i have the tickets to Vegas, teh hotel is booked, and we just needed to get the tickets. So i called today.
The tickets are actually 1250, i was quoted wrong.. so that sucks. And he only doesnt them on friday (which would have been the 22nd, and the package is a bottle of champagne, i'm not 21 unitl the 23rd) so thats a day early. and they are Completely Sold OUT up into the month of October. i have to call back later and "hope for the best" on getting the tickets i want in November or December... IF he wants to do them....
So i have to talk to my mom and see what can be done about all this.. cuz i want to go (its not a need, its a want but i dont want a lot of things, and i've wanted to see him since i graduated High School, and its have been pushed back for this reason of that. thats over 4 years already)
So we have to change a few things around and hopefully we can get the tickets.
I just need a way to get 250 more dollars cuz i was quoted wrong.... But it'll work out..... i hope. :(
So my mom and i have the tickets to Vegas, teh hotel is booked, and we just needed to get the tickets. So i called today.
The tickets are actually 1250, i was quoted wrong.. so that sucks. And he only doesnt them on friday (which would have been the 22nd, and the package is a bottle of champagne, i'm not 21 unitl the 23rd) so thats a day early. and they are Completely Sold OUT up into the month of October. i have to call back later and "hope for the best" on getting the tickets i want in November or December... IF he wants to do them....
So i have to talk to my mom and see what can be done about all this.. cuz i want to go (its not a need, its a want but i dont want a lot of things, and i've wanted to see him since i graduated High School, and its have been pushed back for this reason of that. thats over 4 years already)
So we have to change a few things around and hopefully we can get the tickets.
I just need a way to get 250 more dollars cuz i was quoted wrong.... But it'll work out..... i hope. :(
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
trashcan note.
To Do
Must Email teachers and ask what books are going to be needed for classes so we can get the list of how much it is going to cost.
Must print out some more of the French book before August 13th
Vocabulary
Bed now. night world.. and readers. :) (442am)
Update
I emailed my teachers today about the book listings (29th)
And I'm going to start printing out the next section of my french book and tagging things in my house with french words.
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Must print out some more of the French book before August 13th
Vocabulary
Bed now. night world.. and readers. :) (442am)
Update
I emailed my teachers today about the book listings (29th)
And I'm going to start printing out the next section of my french book and tagging things in my house with french words.
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today
there is a super old moive playing at the Silvrado Bijou
http://www.kino.com/metropolis/playdates.html#play
Texas Bijou Cinema Bistro San Antonio TX July 27 only
it looked interesting. So my dad, Super Saiyan and I are going to go watch it. :)
tonight.... I'll have to call the theater to see when it it is playing... hopefully it is at night and not in the middle of the day. :/
Updated
I was good there are a lot of things that modern day movies have taken from this movie. an insane amount of things.
But it makes you engage you mind because it was a silent film so you have to fill in what is going on by yourself.
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http://www.kino.com/metropolis/playdates.html#play
Texas Bijou Cinema Bistro San Antonio TX July 27 only
it looked interesting. So my dad, Super Saiyan and I are going to go watch it. :)
tonight.... I'll have to call the theater to see when it it is playing... hopefully it is at night and not in the middle of the day. :/
Updated
I was good there are a lot of things that modern day movies have taken from this movie. an insane amount of things.
But it makes you engage you mind because it was a silent film so you have to fill in what is going on by yourself.
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Saturday to Sunday/Sunday
awake at 1030 (no alarms i just get up at 1030)
went to Wicked!
we were going to try to go to canes for lunch before the show, but we thought it would have been to timely, and we didnt know how much time we needed to give ourselves, cuz WhiteMM hadnt been to the theater we were going to, so she didnt know how to get there.
it was awesome. WhiteMM loved it.
the exit..
lots of running... so.... many..... stairs.... so... many... levels....
there was an exit right behind where we were sitting, and we didnt know if we could use it.... but there were these two old ladys that were leaving out of it so we just followed them... and we passed them up pretty fast. we ran down 4 flights of stairs, down a hallway, up a flight of stairs, down a city street, and up 7 flights of stairs. FELL THE BURN; LOVE THE BURN. I have met my quota of running for the next few months.
the boys were already at canes, so we met them there for lunch... we thought that they would have waited for us to get there before eating.. but no... they got there at around 330ish and got food. we didnt get there until after 530.
they were playing chess... (Super Saiyan likes playing chess with GB cuz GB is good... but doesnt at the same time cuz GB is Cocky about how wonderful he thinks he is.. and gloats about it basically. Super Saiyan isnt a sore loser, but thinks GB is an ass when he does that, and donest want to play against him anymore.
"no offense" - crap
while Super Saiyan and GB were playing before we got there GB told Super Saiyan that he "wanted alone time with WhiteMM; no offense (to Super Saiyan)"
IT WASNT YOUR FUXING WEEKEND GB; IT WAS MINE. Time with WhiteMM shouldnt have been on your mind it was MY weekend to spend time with her.
we met back up at WhiteMM house.
didnt know what to do.... so i was on the computer, GB took WhiteMM for a walk (which annoyed me, but not as much as the night before)
I had a headache from after Wicked! till i went to sleep that night, so pain all through this. this didnt help, i think the headache is what got me mad at GB the most.
We decided to go to the movies again. Salt. crowed.
we had to sit in the front section because there were no other seats that we could all site together.. there were some one seats few two seats, and no four seats up in the stair section
group of about 8-15 tweens were making a bunch of noise. the manager told them to shut up or leave. they shut up for till about 5 minutes into the movie. they were changing seats and talking and text and making a bunch of noise. a cop had to come by and tell 8 or 10 of them to leave. everything was better after that.
(except that i still had a headache, we were close to the screen and the movies is action-packed and guns and noisy.)
before the movie GB was freaking out cuz he couldnt find his wallet.
he checked his car, not there.
WhiteMM called her mom to check her room, not there
we watched the movie and then we called the Cains, BINGO, there.
Then GB and WhiteMM where annoying.. again not her fault... his.. I was having my fill of GB after the first day of being him Houston. I wanted him to go back to the School and just come back some other weekend to see her... because it was NOT HIS WEEKEND.. it was MINE!
they started to annoy me because he was driving and at EVERY RED LIGHT she would ask if he was happy now because he wallet was found, he'd say yes and they would suck face in a very disgusting way for 30 seconds. and i asked them if it was necessary cuz he was driving and i was in the back seat, and i didnt need that view, and said that if he was happy less then a minute later he would still be happy stop asking. she gave me an ugly look but i didnt care i was tried of them slurping spit. they stopped, he said that my comment was making him unhappy. and i dont give a Shit about his emotions. i was getting really agitated at everything he said everytime he opened his mouth. Geeze GB i get that youre smart and all but my gosh stop being a pain in the ass about it or else i will never approve of you dating MY best friend.. youre making my crappy list very fast..... You will have a reason to be cautious around me and about my judgment of you. right now youre still okay....ish. Dont forget it is MY house that you come to visit at when WhiteMM comes to visit me. I can tell WhiteMM that you cant stay at Super Saiyans house... and youre not welcome to stay in mine (cuz my dad doesnt know you and wont let you)
So we got dropped back off at her house and her left for the night (and weekend.. he apparently doesnt come to see her on Sundays how convenient, the day she goes to church he doesnt bother to go see her after before leaving to go back up to the school)
i ended up taking one advil to dull the pain.
no talk this night. sleep early. before midnight, cuz she goes to church and Super Sayian and i had to pack up the next day.
We left after she got back from the first part of church so around 230 ish.
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went to Wicked!
we were going to try to go to canes for lunch before the show, but we thought it would have been to timely, and we didnt know how much time we needed to give ourselves, cuz WhiteMM hadnt been to the theater we were going to, so she didnt know how to get there.
it was awesome. WhiteMM loved it.
the exit..
lots of running... so.... many..... stairs.... so... many... levels....
there was an exit right behind where we were sitting, and we didnt know if we could use it.... but there were these two old ladys that were leaving out of it so we just followed them... and we passed them up pretty fast. we ran down 4 flights of stairs, down a hallway, up a flight of stairs, down a city street, and up 7 flights of stairs. FELL THE BURN; LOVE THE BURN. I have met my quota of running for the next few months.
the boys were already at canes, so we met them there for lunch... we thought that they would have waited for us to get there before eating.. but no... they got there at around 330ish and got food. we didnt get there until after 530.
they were playing chess... (Super Saiyan likes playing chess with GB cuz GB is good... but doesnt at the same time cuz GB is Cocky about how wonderful he thinks he is.. and gloats about it basically. Super Saiyan isnt a sore loser, but thinks GB is an ass when he does that, and donest want to play against him anymore.
"no offense" - crap
while Super Saiyan and GB were playing before we got there GB told Super Saiyan that he "wanted alone time with WhiteMM; no offense (to Super Saiyan)"
IT WASNT YOUR FUXING WEEKEND GB; IT WAS MINE. Time with WhiteMM shouldnt have been on your mind it was MY weekend to spend time with her.
we met back up at WhiteMM house.
didnt know what to do.... so i was on the computer, GB took WhiteMM for a walk (which annoyed me, but not as much as the night before)
I had a headache from after Wicked! till i went to sleep that night, so pain all through this. this didnt help, i think the headache is what got me mad at GB the most.
We decided to go to the movies again. Salt. crowed.
we had to sit in the front section because there were no other seats that we could all site together.. there were some one seats few two seats, and no four seats up in the stair section
group of about 8-15 tweens were making a bunch of noise. the manager told them to shut up or leave. they shut up for till about 5 minutes into the movie. they were changing seats and talking and text and making a bunch of noise. a cop had to come by and tell 8 or 10 of them to leave. everything was better after that.
(except that i still had a headache, we were close to the screen and the movies is action-packed and guns and noisy.)
before the movie GB was freaking out cuz he couldnt find his wallet.
he checked his car, not there.
WhiteMM called her mom to check her room, not there
we watched the movie and then we called the Cains, BINGO, there.
Then GB and WhiteMM where annoying.. again not her fault... his.. I was having my fill of GB after the first day of being him Houston. I wanted him to go back to the School and just come back some other weekend to see her... because it was NOT HIS WEEKEND.. it was MINE!
they started to annoy me because he was driving and at EVERY RED LIGHT she would ask if he was happy now because he wallet was found, he'd say yes and they would suck face in a very disgusting way for 30 seconds. and i asked them if it was necessary cuz he was driving and i was in the back seat, and i didnt need that view, and said that if he was happy less then a minute later he would still be happy stop asking. she gave me an ugly look but i didnt care i was tried of them slurping spit. they stopped, he said that my comment was making him unhappy. and i dont give a Shit about his emotions. i was getting really agitated at everything he said everytime he opened his mouth. Geeze GB i get that youre smart and all but my gosh stop being a pain in the ass about it or else i will never approve of you dating MY best friend.. youre making my crappy list very fast..... You will have a reason to be cautious around me and about my judgment of you. right now youre still okay....ish. Dont forget it is MY house that you come to visit at when WhiteMM comes to visit me. I can tell WhiteMM that you cant stay at Super Saiyans house... and youre not welcome to stay in mine (cuz my dad doesnt know you and wont let you)
So we got dropped back off at her house and her left for the night (and weekend.. he apparently doesnt come to see her on Sundays how convenient, the day she goes to church he doesnt bother to go see her after before leaving to go back up to the school)
i ended up taking one advil to dull the pain.
no talk this night. sleep early. before midnight, cuz she goes to church and Super Sayian and i had to pack up the next day.
We left after she got back from the first part of church so around 230 ish.
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Thursday to Friday
http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/sarabareilles/fairytale.html
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fhzJyc3dobo
(YouTube linked)
we drove up.
to houston. we left around 230ish.
we stopped in a raciest town. we didnt know it was raciest until we went to eat. we were at a whataburger and we were sitting by a window and there was a black guy that was parked outside the window waiting for his food. he started to reverse (he was using his rear-view mirrors) and this white lady in a truck pulled up fast behind him (this truck was HUGE) and they almost hit. they didnt but very close. there was an old white guy that was talking to a younger old lady, and telling her what "happened". saying that the N*(ninja) was looking and almost hit the lady. this white guy was going to blame the black guy using a vulgar name when it was the lady's fault. (or i would have thought it was).
got there to Houston, and WhiteMM's dad was mad that GB was there before us, (because her dad doesnt trust him, and he has good reason not to).
the first night we got there we didnt have anything else to do so we all went to the movies and saw Despicable Me.
WhiteMM and i talked and exchanged some trade secrets. This was a good talk. But not one that i'm will to reproduce over the inter-webs.
sleep at 330am
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fhzJyc3dobo
(YouTube linked)
we drove up.
to houston. we left around 230ish.
we stopped in a raciest town. we didnt know it was raciest until we went to eat. we were at a whataburger and we were sitting by a window and there was a black guy that was parked outside the window waiting for his food. he started to reverse (he was using his rear-view mirrors) and this white lady in a truck pulled up fast behind him (this truck was HUGE) and they almost hit. they didnt but very close. there was an old white guy that was talking to a younger old lady, and telling her what "happened". saying that the N*(ninja) was looking and almost hit the lady. this white guy was going to blame the black guy using a vulgar name when it was the lady's fault. (or i would have thought it was).
got there to Houston, and WhiteMM's dad was mad that GB was there before us, (because her dad doesnt trust him, and he has good reason not to).
the first night we got there we didnt have anything else to do so we all went to the movies and saw Despicable Me.
WhiteMM and i talked and exchanged some trade secrets. This was a good talk. But not one that i'm will to reproduce over the inter-webs.
sleep at 330am
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Friday to Saturday
woke up at 1030
went to lunch at canes (i'll explain this). yummy. (this could have been saturday)
canes is a chicken fast food ish place. its fancier that fast food, and tastes better, but doesnt cost a lot. we use to go eat it up at SFA, but they dont have one in my hometown except for in the airport... and you cant get to it unless you have a ticket to go somewhere. (LAME)
but they just built a few around houston so we went.
we went to the mall and got tapioca drinks and went to Victoria secrets.
tapioca drinks.
they were good ish.. they are these slushy drinks that have huge tapioca balls in them. and if you drink them with the drink they are okay, but have no flavor and take away from the drink... and only they are so nasty because they have no flavor and it messes with your mind. so i took Super Saiyans straw cuz it was smaller (he didnt get the tapioca) and that way i didnt suck anymore of them up... gross..
Victoria secrets and sizing.
after the drinks we went into Victoria secrets, and this chick was walking around asking if we wanted a free sizing. we were already looking at bras and such, so i said sure.
She asked if i was wearing a padded bra, and what size i usually wear.
I said no, cuz i dont wear padded bras, its not needed for me... and i told her 34B.
So she measured me, and a minute later told me that i was wearing the wrong size.
I have been wearing a "sister" bra size.. which means it fits the same way in a mockery way because its wider in the sides and smaller in the cup so it fits like it should just not as well as it should. She said i was a 32C.
spitting on the floor.
before the laser quest game started i took a drink from their water fountain, and the water was so hot that i spit it on the floor. i let it run for a while and it didnt cool down, so i went into the bathroom and to a paper towel to clean up what i spit out.
laser quest. (traumatizing) -- spending un-necessary money
I have this thing were if i dont need to spend the money on something i wont. i dont like spending money on random things, and i dont like people wasting money on me.
Well i went back on that when we went to laser quest. WhiteMM wanted to take us there so we could have "fun", i told her i dont like laser quest but decided to go anyway. Super Saiyan spent 8 dollars on me to go into the room, and i remembered the reason i dont like it... When i was in middle school we went for a choir fundraiser or trip of somekind, and these three kids cornered me and kept shooting at me. it was very traumatic. and so i freaked out like i knew i was going to. . . found a corner in the black room and sat down. a ton of people walked by and didnt even see me sitting down, so walked right by me. there were a few that saw me, some tried to shoot at me, but most saw that i obviously wasnt playing and kepted walking. i got 16 out of 19 people.
(we may have actually had canes for dinner this night??)
then i got pissed at the conversation here. (Linked)
http://a1989peanut.blogspot.com/2010/07/updating-later.html
but it turned out to be a good ish thing cuz she got to say some things that she has waited to say for a long while to GB because of this.
after i got pissed at WhiteMM for what she was requesting, she disappeared for a few hours... this is when she was talking to GB and he left after it.
sleep at 130am
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went to lunch at canes (i'll explain this). yummy. (this could have been saturday)
canes is a chicken fast food ish place. its fancier that fast food, and tastes better, but doesnt cost a lot. we use to go eat it up at SFA, but they dont have one in my hometown except for in the airport... and you cant get to it unless you have a ticket to go somewhere. (LAME)
but they just built a few around houston so we went.
we went to the mall and got tapioca drinks and went to Victoria secrets.
tapioca drinks.
they were good ish.. they are these slushy drinks that have huge tapioca balls in them. and if you drink them with the drink they are okay, but have no flavor and take away from the drink... and only they are so nasty because they have no flavor and it messes with your mind. so i took Super Saiyans straw cuz it was smaller (he didnt get the tapioca) and that way i didnt suck anymore of them up... gross..
Victoria secrets and sizing.
after the drinks we went into Victoria secrets, and this chick was walking around asking if we wanted a free sizing. we were already looking at bras and such, so i said sure.
She asked if i was wearing a padded bra, and what size i usually wear.
I said no, cuz i dont wear padded bras, its not needed for me... and i told her 34B.
So she measured me, and a minute later told me that i was wearing the wrong size.
I have been wearing a "sister" bra size.. which means it fits the same way in a mockery way because its wider in the sides and smaller in the cup so it fits like it should just not as well as it should. She said i was a 32C.
spitting on the floor.
before the laser quest game started i took a drink from their water fountain, and the water was so hot that i spit it on the floor. i let it run for a while and it didnt cool down, so i went into the bathroom and to a paper towel to clean up what i spit out.
laser quest. (traumatizing) -- spending un-necessary money
I have this thing were if i dont need to spend the money on something i wont. i dont like spending money on random things, and i dont like people wasting money on me.
Well i went back on that when we went to laser quest. WhiteMM wanted to take us there so we could have "fun", i told her i dont like laser quest but decided to go anyway. Super Saiyan spent 8 dollars on me to go into the room, and i remembered the reason i dont like it... When i was in middle school we went for a choir fundraiser or trip of somekind, and these three kids cornered me and kept shooting at me. it was very traumatic. and so i freaked out like i knew i was going to. . . found a corner in the black room and sat down. a ton of people walked by and didnt even see me sitting down, so walked right by me. there were a few that saw me, some tried to shoot at me, but most saw that i obviously wasnt playing and kepted walking. i got 16 out of 19 people.
(we may have actually had canes for dinner this night??)
then i got pissed at the conversation here. (Linked)
http://a1989peanut.blogspot.com/2010/07/updating-later.html
but it turned out to be a good ish thing cuz she got to say some things that she has waited to say for a long while to GB because of this.
after i got pissed at WhiteMM for what she was requesting, she disappeared for a few hours... this is when she was talking to GB and he left after it.
sleep at 130am
(three of six (i think) filled in and reposted done)
Whaaaaa??
Linked
Some of the best things that people say or can ever say are the things written down.
for me everything flows better when i write; it all sounds better when I have something prepared to in advance to a big speech or for a conversation that i want to have...
I can think on my feet pretty well, but if it doesnt sound good in my head i have to either keep thinking about it until its perfect or until i write it down.. because writing places everything in the right order.... even if it turns out to be exactly how it is in my head, it looks better down on paper or in an email.
if i dont write it down i tend to let some of my emotions in, and it becomes bias. that isnt always a bad thing, but i tend to also not give about the person i'm talking to if i have a point that i'm getting to.... hence the WhiteMM crying. i was trying to hard to not let emotions in, but i failed and got pissed, but i let my rage out on her and into the conversation we were having, instead of leaving it to myself.... (that sounds awkward)
i think when it comes to my blogs i jump around a lot because i just go point by point from my days or what i want to say... i miss somethings sometimes and have to go back to add it in, or make a new blog... so they might not flow as well as they could, but they still arnt horrible.
I am going to make three other postings that are going to just have points for now, but they will be filled with the days in Houston tomorrow for sure.
when you’re little your mother always tells you to follow your heart. But as you grow older, the advice changes. Think things through, be cautious, and sometimes it’s best not to follow your heart if your head is telling you not to. The last part, while necessary, makes me wonder why they ever tell you the first part. True, you need to believe in something, but I think a lot of stupid behavior in the name of love can be attributed to the belief that “love conquers all” and that you should go for it, because true love will survive.
...Everything will be okay eventually; it’s going to take some time, and you just have to hang on long enough to get there. You will get there.
"It’ll keep hurting until you let him go. And letting him go will be the hardest thing you ever do."
Some of the best things that people say or can ever say are the things written down.
for me everything flows better when i write; it all sounds better when I have something prepared to in advance to a big speech or for a conversation that i want to have...
I can think on my feet pretty well, but if it doesnt sound good in my head i have to either keep thinking about it until its perfect or until i write it down.. because writing places everything in the right order.... even if it turns out to be exactly how it is in my head, it looks better down on paper or in an email.
if i dont write it down i tend to let some of my emotions in, and it becomes bias. that isnt always a bad thing, but i tend to also not give about the person i'm talking to if i have a point that i'm getting to.... hence the WhiteMM crying. i was trying to hard to not let emotions in, but i failed and got pissed, but i let my rage out on her and into the conversation we were having, instead of leaving it to myself.... (that sounds awkward)
i think when it comes to my blogs i jump around a lot because i just go point by point from my days or what i want to say... i miss somethings sometimes and have to go back to add it in, or make a new blog... so they might not flow as well as they could, but they still arnt horrible.
I am going to make three other postings that are going to just have points for now, but they will be filled with the days in Houston tomorrow for sure.
Monday, July 26, 2010
updating later
"I tell the truth with almost no regard for your feelings"
With this statement. This last weekend i was in Houston with one of my besties, WhiteMM, and she (almost) did something that mad me super pissed at her...
Correction not her, the person she was talking to about it (GB).
and i told her how i felt about it and what i thought of GB and............ i made her cry.
I didnt mean to and i felt bad (after i was done being mad), but i said the truth and what was on my mind and she talked to GB about what i said because i couldnt talk to her anymore. i was mad at her for about 2 hours and not even Super Saiyan could take me off my high pissed horse. So while she was outside talking about what had happened i was trying my best to get un-mad, and think about what i did to word it in a better way for when she brought it back up.
I'm still slightly annoyed at GB about it. And all will be explained more in my blog sometime. I will probably have 3 of them one for each day...
"later"
GB wanted to go off to "their spot" and have sex. and i dont care other wise, but it pissed me off that he would even think about asking her that while she had company. Super Saiyan and i dont live in Houston, we didnt know what we would have been doing if they left us.... and we couldnt have stayed in her house as her parents would have been suspicious about where they went... and i have a fault i cant lie to parents, anyone's parents, and her parents dont know that she is having sex because her mom is very religious (and she is too for the most part less now then when i first met her) and her mom is VERY against sex before marriage.
So she asked me if it was okay, and i told her no. she asked why and i told her why... but i didnt care about her feelings.. at that moment in time i was mad about that request even coming up while we were there, so i just ranted.
I turned it around and asked her how she would feel if she had come to my house and i left her there with nothing to do and no where to get and with my family if i went off to have sex with my boyfriend. she said she wouldnt have minded, but i dont think she's been in a situation like that, so she might not think the same way if i actually try it out...
so i ranted to her, and myself after she started crying, and Super Saiyan about what i said to make her cry.. and after that i just stopped talking and was trying to clam myself down. it took the time that she was out crying for me to chillax.
when she got back i was okay.
(one of six (i think) filled in and reposted done)
With this statement. This last weekend i was in Houston with one of my besties, WhiteMM, and she (almost) did something that mad me super pissed at her...
Correction not her, the person she was talking to about it (GB).
and i told her how i felt about it and what i thought of GB and............ i made her cry.
I didnt mean to and i felt bad (after i was done being mad), but i said the truth and what was on my mind and she talked to GB about what i said because i couldnt talk to her anymore. i was mad at her for about 2 hours and not even Super Saiyan could take me off my high pissed horse. So while she was outside talking about what had happened i was trying my best to get un-mad, and think about what i did to word it in a better way for when she brought it back up.
I'm still slightly annoyed at GB about it. And all will be explained more in my blog sometime. I will probably have 3 of them one for each day...
"later"
GB wanted to go off to "their spot" and have sex. and i dont care other wise, but it pissed me off that he would even think about asking her that while she had company. Super Saiyan and i dont live in Houston, we didnt know what we would have been doing if they left us.... and we couldnt have stayed in her house as her parents would have been suspicious about where they went... and i have a fault i cant lie to parents, anyone's parents, and her parents dont know that she is having sex because her mom is very religious (and she is too for the most part less now then when i first met her) and her mom is VERY against sex before marriage.
So she asked me if it was okay, and i told her no. she asked why and i told her why... but i didnt care about her feelings.. at that moment in time i was mad about that request even coming up while we were there, so i just ranted.
I turned it around and asked her how she would feel if she had come to my house and i left her there with nothing to do and no where to get and with my family if i went off to have sex with my boyfriend. she said she wouldnt have minded, but i dont think she's been in a situation like that, so she might not think the same way if i actually try it out...
so i ranted to her, and myself after she started crying, and Super Saiyan about what i said to make her cry.. and after that i just stopped talking and was trying to clam myself down. it took the time that she was out crying for me to chillax.
when she got back i was okay.
(one of six (i think) filled in and reposted done)
Sunday, July 25, 2010
full moon?
Thursday, July 22, 2010
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
tomorrow
I'm off to see the wizard, the wonderful wizard of Oz.
No, not really.. I am going to Houston for the weekend though. :)
Super Saiyan and I are going up to see one of our best friends, WhiteMM. Her and I had plans to see Wicked! on Saturday, and i needed a way to get up there so she invited Super Saiyan to come along. He isnt going to the play with us, he's just going to hang out in Houston with us. GB is going to be there too...
I didnt know GB was joining us until just a few days ago, but its fine... not really but she doesnt read my blog. I dont know how i feel about him.... but shes happy with him, so i'm happy for her..... it doesnt mean i have to like him, i just have to be sure his intentions are good. So for now i'm still on the fence about him.
So the two boys are going to either go around Houston for a few hours Saturday afternoon, or hang out at her house where they will be staying until we get back to do things for the rest of the night.
Super Saiyan and i dont know when we are leaving just yet... only that it is tomorrow, and we're leaving Houston back to San Antonio Sunday sometime.
The new cat is a biter and he climbs. he has climbed up both my dad and mom when they were trying to feed him. its cute. :) I always wanted a climbing cat... :)
so Super Saiyan and i color match daily.. it was my idea and he goes along with it... :) and while we were packing we managed to color match. so its really cool that we can pack separately and still match for fours days worth of cloths.
He told me the "L" word. :o
he really cares about me. i think he cares more about me then any other guy has in the past.. I think its a growing up getting mature thing.... i was dating people that didnt want to grow out of the High School mentality (which i never really had) and i couldnt stand to be with them.. But Super Saiyan is like a drug to me. I love how he doesnt play games, how we have so much in common, how he wants to spend every second of his day with me... i know it still sounds strange, and i was there too it was weird that someone would want to spend every day with someone.... but now i'm addicted i always want to be with him.... when he gets a job, and i have school thats going to suck... we're going to be apart from each other for days at a time. :'(
he wasnt originally going to go to Houston, but i think WhiteMM only invited him to come along because she had already invited GB and wanted a better way to break it to me.
Cant wait to go. :) so excited.
No, not really.. I am going to Houston for the weekend though. :)
Super Saiyan and I are going up to see one of our best friends, WhiteMM. Her and I had plans to see Wicked! on Saturday, and i needed a way to get up there so she invited Super Saiyan to come along. He isnt going to the play with us, he's just going to hang out in Houston with us. GB is going to be there too...
I didnt know GB was joining us until just a few days ago, but its fine... not really but she doesnt read my blog. I dont know how i feel about him.... but shes happy with him, so i'm happy for her..... it doesnt mean i have to like him, i just have to be sure his intentions are good. So for now i'm still on the fence about him.
So the two boys are going to either go around Houston for a few hours Saturday afternoon, or hang out at her house where they will be staying until we get back to do things for the rest of the night.
Super Saiyan and i dont know when we are leaving just yet... only that it is tomorrow, and we're leaving Houston back to San Antonio Sunday sometime.
The new cat is a biter and he climbs. he has climbed up both my dad and mom when they were trying to feed him. its cute. :) I always wanted a climbing cat... :)
so Super Saiyan and i color match daily.. it was my idea and he goes along with it... :) and while we were packing we managed to color match. so its really cool that we can pack separately and still match for fours days worth of cloths.
He told me the "L" word. :o
he really cares about me. i think he cares more about me then any other guy has in the past.. I think its a growing up getting mature thing.... i was dating people that didnt want to grow out of the High School mentality (which i never really had) and i couldnt stand to be with them.. But Super Saiyan is like a drug to me. I love how he doesnt play games, how we have so much in common, how he wants to spend every second of his day with me... i know it still sounds strange, and i was there too it was weird that someone would want to spend every day with someone.... but now i'm addicted i always want to be with him.... when he gets a job, and i have school thats going to suck... we're going to be apart from each other for days at a time. :'(
he wasnt originally going to go to Houston, but i think WhiteMM only invited him to come along because she had already invited GB and wanted a better way to break it to me.
Cant wait to go. :) so excited.
Monday, July 19, 2010
new kitty war.
Saturday, July 17, 2010
today
movies today.
WhiteMM and GB are down for the weekend... or more like down from R to Sat morning. ... so they are leaving tomorrow and just got her last night...... Lame-o...
But we saw The Sorcerer's Apprentice with my parental units and then after that WhiteMM, GB, Super Saiyan and I went to go see Eclipse, cuz WhiteMM wanted to see it and that was the main reason she came down here to watch it with Super Saiyan and I..
while in Eclipse there was this lady with 3 kids, and two of the three kids were running around the theater screaming and playing around... making a lot of noise....... and she couldnt get them to shut up, until she took on out of the theater and spanked him i guess... after that they shut up pretty fast, and when they started acting up again the manager on duty came in and told her to keep them under control or else he'd have to kick them out for being disruptive.
After we came back to my house for a few hours and then went to La Madeleine for dinner.
that was about my day. but i will miss her when she has to leave again. :( and should be going up to Houston Wednesday ish. and staying until Sunday or Monday.. :)
WhiteMM and GB are down for the weekend... or more like down from R to Sat morning. ... so they are leaving tomorrow and just got her last night...... Lame-o...
But we saw The Sorcerer's Apprentice with my parental units and then after that WhiteMM, GB, Super Saiyan and I went to go see Eclipse, cuz WhiteMM wanted to see it and that was the main reason she came down here to watch it with Super Saiyan and I..
while in Eclipse there was this lady with 3 kids, and two of the three kids were running around the theater screaming and playing around... making a lot of noise....... and she couldnt get them to shut up, until she took on out of the theater and spanked him i guess... after that they shut up pretty fast, and when they started acting up again the manager on duty came in and told her to keep them under control or else he'd have to kick them out for being disruptive.
After we came back to my house for a few hours and then went to La Madeleine for dinner.
that was about my day. but i will miss her when she has to leave again. :( and should be going up to Houston Wednesday ish. and staying until Sunday or Monday.. :)
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