updating later

"I tell the truth with almost no regard for your feelings"

With this statement. This last weekend i was in Houston with one of my besties, WhiteMM, and she (almost) did something that mad me super pissed at her...

Correction not her, the person she was talking to about it (GB).

and i told her how i felt about it and what i thought of GB and............ i made her cry.

I didnt mean to and i felt bad (after i was done being mad), but i said the truth and what was on my mind and she talked to GB about what i said because i couldnt talk to her anymore. i was mad at her for about 2 hours and not even Super Saiyan could take me off my high pissed horse. So while she was outside talking about what had happened i was trying my best to get un-mad, and think about what i did to word it in a better way for when she brought it back up.

I'm still slightly annoyed at GB about it. And all will be explained more in my blog sometime. I will probably have 3 of them one for each day...



"later"

GB wanted to go off to "their spot" and have sex. and i dont care other wise, but it pissed me off that he would even think about asking her that while she had company. Super Saiyan and i dont live in Houston, we didnt know what we would have been doing if they left us.... and we couldnt have stayed in her house as her parents would have been suspicious about where they went... and i have a fault i cant lie to parents, anyone's parents, and her parents dont know that she is having sex because her mom is very religious (and she is too for the most part less now then when i first met her) and her mom is VERY against sex before marriage.

So she asked me if it was okay, and i told her no. she asked why and i told her why... but i didnt care about her feelings.. at that moment in time i was mad about that request even coming up while we were there, so i just ranted.

I turned it around and asked her how she would feel if she had come to my house and i left her there with nothing to do and no where to get and with my family if i went off to have sex with my boyfriend. she said she wouldnt have minded, but i dont think she's been in a situation like that, so she might not think the same way if i actually try it out...

so i ranted to her, and myself after she started crying, and Super Saiyan about what i said to make her cry.. and after that i just stopped talking and was trying to clam myself down. it took the time that she was out crying for me to chillax.
when she got back i was okay.

(one of six (i think) filled in and reposted done)