wanna know...?

wanna know what i just realized today...

i have no one else to realize how awesome my color-coding skills are.
tomorrow, since i havent in a long time, i have decided to wear all of one color. i am wearing all orange... but no one will know. But it is pretty awesome, being able to go to school and just being proud of me for no other reason then feeling pretty. :)

also i have an essay due in Shakespeare... not to thrilled about it

Vegas and Mr. Barry Frickin' Manilow!

bought the tickets today.
I'm finally going to be able to see Barry Manilow in Vegas. AND i get to MEET him and take pictures and get stuff signed by him and have pre-show champagne. we also booked the hotel today witch is an 8 minute walk (according to google maps) from where the concert is going to be. i dont need to buy a plane ticket cuz i still have free ones from last year that expire July 15th... And we're going June 1st- June 6th. :D Super excited!

All i'm sayin' is that if he signs any part of my body, i'm coming home with a tattoo.

also i'm sure my boss is getting mad at me.. when he is given the schedule, tweaks it to his liking, something with my timing messes it up.

good example would be feb 10- feb 14 he had me working 4 days and i could only go in one day cuz i got super nasty sick, i couldnt move from body aches. and now this week i am working wednesday from 2p-7p... but as of today my mom bought tickets for Wicked! (730 wed) so i had to tell him and am now working 12p-6p, but he needs someone to do my job until 7. but he is letting me go home early... so hopefully (only so i can get the job back next year) i have NO more schedule changes.

So far my summer is filling up.. anyone else want me to do something over the summer? If so you should call my agent and book something i have very few days left. :)

so WhiteMM has a new boyfriend that i'm going to be meeting in the summer after i get back from Vegas.
she has known him 5 years, like him less than 3 months, has been dating him 4 days... and she is moving in with him in 2ish weeks.

i'm not mad, and i;m not her mother, but i dont want her to jump into something too soon and get hurt again.... well "we'll" see how this plays out.... i only say we cuz it'll mostly be me, and then depending on how personal the info is this will be updated and informed.

technology why do you hate me so?

a week ago friday, i was at work filing papers in the back.. i had the random urge to take a picture of how a newest CSP filed (it was bad).
so i took the picture.
i was going to post it to facebook & my blog right then for a before i fixed it. but i didnt for some reason. about an hour later i was done fixing it and filing the new papers so i took another picture "the after picture" & i realized when i went to go select a pic to send and a bunch of them were big question marks.

then my phone froze. so i turned it off & on hoping that would fix it... i was too late. i went back into my pictures & all the pics that i took in the last 2 months were wiped. my sd card either recoded itself or died. everything gone.
but i should have known.. i had a "feeling" the night before that i wanted to take off my pics... & i should have cuz last time i got that "feeling" (& i took off my pics) my phone got stolen the next day.
stupid me.
&dad if u can save the sd card i dont remember what theyre of

get to the point!

this bunny was left at our tax office. some kid has probably been crying for over a week about losing this bunny. :(

my history of psyc prof is finally out of the hospital, and came to class today. he's been out for 3 weeks. so hopefully he is better and continues to get better.

my other psyc prof is still pissing me off! this is nearly the 6th week of class and he still hasnt given us a syllabus. we also took our first test in his class this past Tuesday and did actually get them back today. i got a 74 on it when we started class and by the time class was over i had a 78. he "gave" us 5 of the questions cuz he messed up on wording, doubled the question, or has two answers right to one question. 3 of the 5 i had right, so i got 6 extra points on top of the already right answer. yay me. :D

my Harlem Renaissance Eng prof had our first essay due today. and i feel fantastic about it. i'm really good at writing essays, so i have faith i got at least a B.

and my Shakespeare Eng gave back our in-class writing today.. and ... i got a B-.
But that is better then i thought, because i had just about 3 paragraphs on my page and the people around me were basically writing essays. so i didnt feel to confident when i wrote it... but now i know she wants people to get to the point.. Just the kind of prof i like. :)

well that is that update...
still sickish.. have a lingering cough that just wont go away. and getting up at 6ish/7ish tomorrow to go to the base with my dad and deal with military people to get back on medical insurance. i hate dealing with those people, but they dropped me after last semester so i've been with out insurance for over 2 months.
then i get to go to work for a 12 hour shift tomorrow.. I love money. :)

the rides and the redeo

so today dommo and i both did something neither of us have done.

lets start this off with we went to the redeo and its a ton of fun! on our search for cotten candy with out red 40 of yellow 5 we found a ride that dommo wanted to ride. and she asked me to go with her... so i said sure cuz it goes in a big circle how bad could that be?
i also found one that i wanted to go on. it is a boat like ride that only goes back and fouth (or up and down depending on how you think of it).. this is where dommo put her hands up, and she'd never done that before on a ride.
NEXT was "the himmalias" which had a bunch of ski stuff all over the walls. this ride was interesting cuz as it went around it got faster and i was sliding in the seat to other side where dommo was sitting.
next was this flippy ride. every time it goes it is a random ride.. your feet hang and it flips! 2 of three things i swore i'd never do..& well.. now i have, with dommo. it was scary and my hair flipped out of my hoodie. haha :)

mmmm... :)

i hope this is as good as it sounds. i dont like cookies in almost every circumstance, but this sounds good... so hopefully it is. i'll update if it is or not.... its at subway is San Antonio, Texas. i'm bored and an hour early for my shift so i'm wasting time sitting here... its better then sitting in the rain outside my office.


**update:
It wasnt that good.. I'm not a big cookie fan as i said, but it didnt impress me at all.

yay for super early morning traffic.... bleh.
still feel like poopy but going to work today.

today! of all days today...

i woke up this morning felling like poopy. i went to school hoping that as the day went on i would feel better. it was quite the opposite for today. with each class i had, a new ache, pain, or symptom appeared.

psych 1 - my throat started to hurt, it hurt to sallow my drink and breakfast.

psych 2 - found out my teacher is in the hospital with a severe upper respiration infection, and he'll be out for at least 3 weeks. we'll be having a sub... yay! this is about the time my sinuous started to hurt really bad, and my ears started to hurt. BLEH!

English 1 - i started getting a headache and i was getting tired of being at school, and physically exhausted.

English 2 - a slight cough started and i was trying not to fall asleep in class.

and through all the classes someone complained that the room was too warm, and i was freezing all day!


Then my mom started texting me, she is in CA until next week cuz her dad had surgery today. ... he has had some problems for that past year, and for the past 6 months has been going many doctors to find out what is wrong. no doctor knew. they had an invasive surgery today to biopsy a piece of some mass in the artery that leads from his heart to his stomach.

after hours of waiting and after he came out of surgery they found out its cancer.
they don't know what kind though, they are testing it and wont know for two weeks. after they hopefully find out what it is they will start Chemotherapy.

what a perfect way to end such a perfect day.

*correction, what a crappy way to end a very crappy day.

I'm calling in to work to be sick and cry tomorrow. :( I'm glad WhiteMM came down.

REBA! WOOO-HOOO!

at the rodeo! reba is the concert tonight!
this is one of my favorite songs by her. she has an amazing voice!!
yesterday we were here and bill engval was here and as funny as ever. hahaha.
tonight just before reba came out the guy behind me was getting back into hus seat and spilt beer on me. my sister had gone to get some ice cream but if she was sitting next to me she would have been hit too. since she wasnt her jacket was tagged.

this is the third time i've seen reba in the last year and she is still fantastic...

"I am finally thinking for myself" - hahaha!

you should treat life like a cat-- forget all the negative things between feedings.

when trying to belittle me, you should really stop and fully think about what you say before you end up belittling yourself.


Thanks for the lesson on that r.b.o. and bbj's

and most of the thanks should go to a99104. :)

its been 25 years since snow... in SA

but i dont classify this as snow persay... it doesnt mean it wont be snow in a few hours. so the weather people were expecting snow.. and well it isnt exactly snow it is a snow ish like substance.. its falling ice but not huge damage your car hail pieces. nonetheless people here cant drive in rain how is anything going to be accomplished for tomorrow by needing to drive in icey conditions.... i wonder if i'll still need to go to work... since most of the rest of the city will be shut down due to hazardous road conditions. and freezing cold weather ... yay! :)

(is it worse or worst) apples ever

i should have known better, but i did it again. this place is good but in the morning it sucks. the apples they offer for the kids meals are even worse! they are Always browing and getting moldy.... and what does this (branch of the) company do with moldy apples?? they let the costurmer(sp) complain about them.. every bag in the front fridge AND back fridge is browning and getting soft. the yogurt is always disgusting.. i know i should just get a 6" but i usually 'aint feelin that' for breakfast.
it doesnt help that the employees dont give a shit. they could be getting at least 20 kids sick a month with the nasty apples. dont go to the subway on Marbach... if there is another i should avoid let me know... i should have taken a picture of the apples but i didnt think of this post until after i threw them out & the employee tried to give me another bag that look 3xs worse. bleh!

today is another day at work, but today is a particularly crap, cuz i wanna get off early with no ride home.

what will delay us next?

i've three days of class already, since i only go to school on tuse/thurs. my dad has been taking his lunch break to take me class cuz i still dont drive. on my first day of class we ran into half of the access road (the left side to get onto the highway) blocked off cuz the city was re-tarring the road. the next tuse (this last one) we got stuck IN a funeral presession... the some jackass cop on a motorcycle pulled up next to us and honked at us... he was trying to tell us to get out and go to the next lane when a semi was coming... so we had to change lanes. i hate do..shh cops. day three -slash- yesterday the left lane of the highway was closed off cuz the city was changing out the dead highway lights.

what will we run into next.....? hahaha

June 9th 2010

"Tigger ate our screen door... basically. He was left outside during the rain and as usual he freaked out and tried to get back in.... and i guess kept jumping on the door and tore the bottom half off.

We all though our dad may be a little mad about it, but it didnt even bother him... It kind of sounded like he had compassion for the dog, and sympathized with him being outside in the rain... And he has been wanting to replace the door for a while now; this just gives him the motive to do it."



That is part of the blog post... and we still havent replaced the screen door, or at the least the screen part to the back door.
but its not a big deal. it still works, we just cant open the little window part because then the bugs can get in and my cat can get out... and Jake would stick his big nose in and get clawed by War.

H&R block is FUN!

working there is fun to me.. BUT the rehiring process is not so much because they always seem to lose my application (Which is done ONline...)

i went to a CSP job fair

so i contact bill.. and apparently H&R had a "boss meeting" today.. and bill told jason that i was trying to contact someone. so Bill told jason to contact me.. and we didnt set anything up for a particular day because he had another class at 6.. and it was 555...

so hopefully he calls me back tonight or tomorrow with some kind of interview information. But he said that he "has heard 'good' things about me from the people at the meeting" (so i'm guessing bill and stacey..) and i wonder what they have said.. haha

Next...
If they hire me back on ... i may be going back to work without any new CSP training.. cuz the only training they have for CSPs is next week on tuseday and wednesday and *** Dress Rehearsal *** on thursday for everyone in the office. (and i'll be gone until the 4th of Jan)



*^^*&$*(#Q^* This blog was made before i went to Connecticut for christmas break... But now.. i found it again.

So for the newest update about this, i did get back on the 4th, and went to training on the 6th (they had to make a 'make-up' training for me and about 8 other people) and then i went to work on the 7th.
and now i've been at work since and school recently started up last thursday for me.. so i have to figure out a schedule that works for me... so i am able to juggle school and work effectively without both suffering. but if one has to suffer it would be work first.

Happy, happy birthday!

Today my brother turns 20! Yay!! :)

Thrusday i had my first day of classes... :s
I have 4 classes or 12 hours this semester.
2 psychology classes and 2 English classes.

Social Psychology 12:30 pm - 1:50 pm TR
History and Systems of Psyc 2:00 pm - 3:20 pm TR
Spec Topic:Harlem Renaissance 4:00 pm - 5:20 pm TR
The Major Plays of Shakespeare 5:30 pm - 6:50 pm TR

The first Psych class i have seems like it will be easy.. but looks are very deceiving. The teacher/professor is very easily distracted.. so hopefully if we dont cover something in the class it wont be required to study for the tests.

The next Psych class that i have is going to be a lot harder!

i'll have to fix and finish this later.. :(


Update:
My second psych teach smacks his lips every sentence! it is so obnoxious! and he just talks.. and goes on tangents.. but when he talks i'm not even sure if those are his notes and i should be writing what he says or if i can find his notes online somewhere... or if he is just going to talk and i have to just read the chapters intently and write down the things i dont understand to go over in class.

Then i have the two English classes.

English class number one. the teacher wants to be called by her first name Ann or by Dr. Bliss. nothing else, no mrs or misses or ms. she has lived over half her life in CA, and Texas but she has been able to somehow maintain her British accent. so that is awesome! :) and she sweats a LOT.. maybe it is just nerves. but it doesnt matter that much, just something i've noticed.

and my last English teacher for the Shakespeare course is from the Philippines, so i really cant understand much if anything that she says... and its really bugging me, because i dont think i'm going to do so hot if i dont know what she is saying... and i dont want to be rude, but i hope i'm not the only one that doesnt understand her....

starting a boring day...

noticed... that the song "falling to pieces" in the beginning sounds just like the song that starts out with "i'm givin' up, i'm givin' up slowly"
i've been thinking about it everytime i hear the song but i didnt remember/think of it until just now while sitting in subway waiting for 10am to roll around. it does help that faling to pieces came on the radio.r is required.

smashburger problem.

today i went to smashburger with my parents and brother.
i had a "create your own" chicken sandwich. I ordered the crispy chicken, chipotle bun, buffalo and chipotle sauces, pickles and jalapeno vegges and pepper jack cheese.

I GOT crispy chicken, Wheat bun, mayonnaise covered up by the chipotle sauce and drenched in the buffalo sauce (way to much of all three) Tomatoes, lettuce, 3 pickles and a few jalapenos and NO cheese.
I did ask the person walking around for more pickles. but other then that i was so mad with the incompetence of the person who put it together that i didnt go and correct it.. i had a feeling i would have been there all night and wasted more food trying to get it right.

when i asked for more pickles the lady i asked went and asked another guy and he was "joking" (says my dad) but her was getting on her case about how the order he got said No pickles so he wasnt going to give her any, and that went on for about 4 minutes so i was waiting to eat my food because he thought it would be funny. and when i thought about it, the order said NO tomatoes... but he didnt even read that right..
so the receipts should really have a print out of NO "this" and ADD "that" under all the orders of burgers and chicken sandwiches.

i havent been to smashburger very many times, and i only ever get the things dealing with chicken, but they have never gotten my order right! because of that tonight was the last night and i will never go back there again.

with the ice inside your soul

why is it so hard for me to write a blog now? there are so many great ideas in my head that i want to write down, for no other reason then to get them out of my head.
as for this title and the last one (and possibly the next few) its been the song stuck in the back of my mind for about the last 2-3 weeks. jar of hearts by christina perri. i'm making it the song of the week... 'member that thing that i was trying to do about 1.5 months ago.. well i forgot about it.

you're gonna catch a cold...

the first "full" day out in Connecticut we went to a store that has one step above what i have in Texas. at this store you get one of the scanner things and you go through the store and scan your own items. and at the end you scan a barcode at a self service cashier and place the scanner in a charger thing and you just pay. so you dont even need to take the things out of your cart (unless you need bags-- but my aunt and uncle have reusable bags so they dont take anything out of the cart). then you scan your coupons, pay and leave. at the store in Texas for the self service lines you have to take your stuff out of the cart, scan it, then bag it on a weight. you also have to leave everything on the weight until you are done with everything out of your shopping cart.

after the store we went back home and talked watched some tv, made dinner and then went to the "candlelight" concert that my aunts eldest son was in.


and that was my first day. i will try to remember to post the details of my other days in the next week or so.. until then i'm off to bed now because i'm going into NYC again tomorrow to go to the crown of the Statue of Liberty.